studdaayyeee

2012-01-10T01:19:00.000+08:00

just realised shoutmix has stopped giving free plans starting from 1 Jan.

so i'm kinda tagboard-less now.

too tired to create another account now and as if this blog is frequently visited.

oh well. sleeping time!

good night!

2011-12-02T01:36:00.001+08:00

this pain is killing me..

2011-11-22T00:41:00.001+08:00

왜요?
though a levels ending soon,
i'm not feeling any happier.
왜요?
为什么鱼与熊掌,
不能兼得?
왜요?
why must time fly pass so fast,
why jc only two years?
왜요?

2011-10-01T00:14:00.000+08:00

原来你跟我一样，
都那么的insecure.
我却从来没察觉到..

dilemma here, dilemma there.

2011-09-30T22:17:00.001+08:00

hello forsaken blog.

i'm not supposed to be here.

but i never go on fb very guai already.

i can't sa jiao to anyone now so i shall sa jiao to you.

blog, i'm so tired blog. ):

i hate dilemmas but they love to bug me..

you know i think i should just give up already?

classmates' rank points all higher than me, much higher.
but cause they can't do gp, all so sad and crying.

during consultation tutor scolded us cause our aq like shit.

wr so sad.. kena said that even j1 aq better.

i know he's trying to spike us to do better,

but oh well, 激将法对我完全无效..

i want to help them and think that i'm expected to be of help cause my gp get e.

but that is after moderation, if not i'll also get s.

plus my other subjects all cui one.

since their grades like that, and they're all so depressed,

maybe i should start drawing lines on myself with penknife.

i don't get myself.

why can i explain to them when they ask me qns

but i can't answer myself when i ask myself, qns be it exam or homework.

do you have a prob with me huh elaine wee?

sometimes i really feel like smacking you you know.

not that i've never done that before.. but i feel like strangling you.

open your eyes big big and work your neurons can not?

but and, and but, i think i'm expected to not score as good as others..

they don't say it but i can feel it.

when i can do qns that others can't or score better than them,

they'll feel abnormally stress on top of their stress.

so i should not do so well so that they won't be that stress hor?

i don't wanna see them sad..

they're my good friends..

but of course, the not doing so well doesn't apply to a levels.

i know it's impt.

i just dk if i want that cert that badly anymore.

even if i do, i'm a person who needs to see the tangible fruit of labour asap.

i'm not seeing it now and i'm not having any motivation to do the necessary good.

gahh..

how blog how..

tell me now. right now.

before i starts drawing lines on you with penknife.

sigh..

2011-08-08T21:07:00.002+08:00

这是个

不能说的秘密

2011-07-08T10:40:00.001+08:00

fking unfair.
frustrated much.
i should just leave school now.
my heart my mind my soul all not here.
sit here make myself more pekcek for what.
tmd.

2011-07-08T00:22:00.001+08:00

broken.

i think i have amnesia..

2011-07-03T00:03:00.001+08:00

i think i have amnesia.

i didn't know what to do,
i looked at my nails,
i took the nail cutter,
i cut my nails on my left hand,
i paused at my ring finger,
i suddenly rmb the initial reason why i didn't cut my nails despite not knowing what else to do that is not brain taxing..

i think i have amnesia..

2011-06-17T15:45:00.002+08:00

nothing i do ever satisfies your criteria as a well-behaved child.
nothing at all.

you complained that i never bring my plates to the sink.
fine, i corrected that habit.
then you complained that i eat too slow,
everytime you've to wash dishes in two batches.
fine, i bring my plates to the sink and wash them myself.
did you praise me?

you complained that i never do my work,
everyday play maple.
fine, i did my work while playing maple.
not enough?
i spent the whole day doing work no maple.
you still complained that i didn't do enough work just cause you didn't see me doing them.
fine, i sit at the dining table in the living room and do the fking work right in front of your face.
did you praise me?

bills came.
you needed space to settle accounts.
dear was coming to study too,
we needed space too.
i gave up the dining table for you and cleared up my table after such a long time.
did you praise me?

after all i've done,
nothing is just acceptable in your eyes.
all you see is my short comings.
yes i come home after curfew most of the times.
cut me some slack, give me a break will ya?
it's a freaking holiday.
i want my break.
yes i know my mye marks don't qualify for it.
it's not like i didn't work hard i didn't study.
i did.
i so fking did.
but you just refuse see it..

zzz

2011-06-16T02:52:00.002+08:00

i give up.
sleep.

while waiting for the eclipse~

2011-06-16T02:25:00.001+08:00

lunar/~~solar~~ eclipse?
why is it raining!!
why everybody sleeping!!
all pangseh. ):
now idk what to do.
so i'm like trying out new blogger app.
haha yes, again.
this one seems nice(:
blogit.
now that i've explore finish,
what's next?
:/

2011-05-25T17:50:00.001+08:00

OHMY MY STOMACH HURTS.

okay anyway.

this post is gonna be filled with sssuper random stuff.

cause i'm left with one bio mcq paper then i'm done.

so i'm bored.

and random.

and stressed.

but can't do anything about it.

damn.

HAPPYYY BIRTHDAY HONEEYYYY!!

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

i still dk how long i've known you.

a decade?

close to a decade?

HAHA we've changed so much.

sosososo soooo much.

haven't seen ms choo in a year. ):

oh shit.

i forgot she's mrs what..

oops~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WANTIAN!!!

(: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (:

although we aren't as close as we were,

but miu shall always be miu(:

ohmygod i suddenly feel like playing mahjong.

itchy fingers..

and CHUA KAI XIN IS NOT REPLYING ME.

phone died is it..

okay idk what to do now.

frontierville is not considered a thing to do anymore.

it's like daily routine.

ohya i tried the eye drop.

okay what.

HURRHURRR!!!

STREESSSS..

2011-05-23T22:47:00.000+08:00

i'm not happy.

i'm very 烦。

rewind time.

go stand.

i want restart.

2011-05-21T02:54:00.000+08:00

NNNOOOOOO!!!

IN MY MOMENT OF ANGST,

I PRESSED THE X BUTTON OF THE FB TAB!!!

...

oh wait.

the "keep me log in" was ticked when dear logged in.

MUAHAHAHAHAHA.

2011-05-21T02:50:00.000+08:00

ohya one more thing.

f the mission thing.

i said that i did alot of things before it's blasted right?

that includes arranging those missions according to their type.

ie, which one can be done yourself,

which one need to ask more,

which one need ask friends,

which one need create stuff,

which one need collect building bonuses,

which one from mrs mcwagging's wagon quest.

ya i was that bored.

and all jack had to do was tell me that the internet's blasted.

well done mate.

2011-05-21T02:44:00.001+08:00

frontierville is a bloody ass.

just when i need it to entertain me through this insomniac night,

it's blasted.
some more cheated my feelings.
after i did a whole load of shit then it tells me the internet is blasted and needs to refresh.

my eyes are damn tired.

but i still don't wanna sleep.

currently crazy over this two songs now.

she's like damn pretty.

i think i'm a bi.

ohmygod i just plucked another hair.

augh stupid ant stop crawling on me.

and i'm not lying.

frontierville is really blasted.

what should i do now?

no don't tell me study.

it's 21st may.

supposedly the judgement day.

the start of all torture.

and you wanna torture me more with books?

at 0232?

no wayy.

and now that i can load the thing,

there's no neighbour bar and probably gonna get blasted again soon.

and yes!

i'm right!

before i could do anything at all,

TADA!

ohh the neighbours bar came back though.

but too late.

anyway, yes, it says "Kaixin's Homestead" cause it's not mine.

i want to harvest that damned peppermint and plant 15 damned white roses and feed those damned pigs and collect all those damned building bonuses but damned jack doesn't allow me to.

basket.

don't worry.

i didn't go anywhere else except for frontierville.

and i refuse to log out.

who ask you cheat my feelings don't want give me your password.

hhhhnnngggg.

i've a feeling i'm gonna become panda.

OH NO.

I WANNA WATCH DORAEMON FOR THE LAST TIME BEFORE SHI JIE MO RI.

SLEEP.

i dream high~

de de de de~~

2011-05-19T00:07:00.001+08:00

wtf.
i'm so angry i can't even shit.

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2011-05-18T23:45:00.001+08:00

WTF IS THIS?
HARASS ME NOT ENOUGH,
NOW HARASS MY SIS?
DON'T YOU GET IT WHEN I DAO YOUR SMS AND PM AND UNFRIEND YOU AND HINTS FROM THOSE PREVIOUS POSTS?!
CAN'T YOU JUST FKING LEAVE MY LIFE ALREADY?
WHAT? YOU CAN'T LEAVE QUIETLY IS IT?
NEED ME USE RED CARPET SEND YOU OFF AND LET EVERY ONE OF MY FAMILY KNOWS WHAT A CRUEL FKING HEARTLESS BITCH I AM IS IT?
SERIOUSLY, WHAT'S THE POINT OF SENDING ME URL AND MESSAGES SAYING ALL THAT SHIT THAT YOU'LL LET GO WHEN ALL YOU DID WAS CONTINUE STIRRING UP TORNADO TSUNAMI EARTHQUAKE IN MY FKING LIFE?
DURING LAST YEARS PROMO, DURING COMMON TESTS, DURING SYF, AND NOW DURING MY MID YEARS EXAM.
YOU THINK I'LL REGRETS AND TAKE YOU BACK?
NO.
BIG FAT NO.
AND NO NEED REPLY.
I DON'T NEED WORDS OF APOLOGY OR FAREWELL OR ASKING PEOPLE TO TAKE CARE OF ME.
I'M LIVING DAMN WELL.
I'LL CONTINUE TO ENJOY MY SINGLE STATUS.
SO FKING GET OUT OF MY LIFE.

P.S. I DIDN'T WANNA SAY THIS SO BLUNTLY. YOU FORCED ME TO.
P.S. X2 I'M DEAD SERIOUS WHEN I SAY I WANT HIM OUT OF MY LIFE SO ANYONE WHO MENTIONS HIM, IDK WHAT I'LL DO NEXT.

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2011-05-10T00:46:00.000+08:00

congratulations!

you've just wasted a long weekend of three days doing absolutely nothing!

damn you.

one day before syf

2011-05-02T20:39:00.001+08:00

you know,

it's so not wise to bug me one day before syf.

and as i've mentioned a million times before,

激将法真的对我没有用.

dense or what!

seriously..

grr..

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insomnia

2011-05-02T03:45:00.001+08:00

i can't sleep i can't sleep i can't sleep..

so i'm playing around with android market and testing out apps.

but why blogger apps don't allow me to change font size and all.. ):

i wanna sleep i wanna sleep i wanna sleep.

ohmygod!

36 hours to syf!!

i need to sleep i need to sleep i need to sleep..

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stupid sis

2011-03-09T20:02:00.000+08:00

F U LAH.

READ MY BLOG JIU READ,

NEED TO MEMORISE AND READ IT OUT?!

TMD.

2011-03-09T18:47:00.000+08:00

stupid biology.

why must human be so complex?!

both in the biological and psychological aspects.

to think i wanted to be a psychologist.

imagine the pile of notes i'll have to study man..

ohmygod.

math.

...

WHEN DID MATH BECOME SO TOUGH.

AUGH.

until idk what to say about it.

i'm back to playing fb games.

wasting time?

maybe.

OHMYGOD IT WASTES MY TIME.

but otherwise i'll go crazy.

lecture notes tutorials lecture notes tutorials lecture notes tutorials lecture notes tutorials lecture notes tutorials

STOP.

pompom time~

2011-03-09T00:49:00.004+08:00

aim (before sleeping):

memorise all stupid mechanisms

finish hydroxyl tutorial

recall wth is electrochem

sleep by 130

aim (after sleeping):

not to fall asleep during exam
hardcore math 1300 to 1700

nap 1700 to 1800

hardcore bio 2000 to 0000

tmr's aim:

GET A FREAKING LIFE DAMMIT

Common Test Topics

2011-03-06T01:39:00.000+08:00

COMMON TEST TOPICS

CHEMISTRY
- chemical bonding
- gases
- chemical kinetics
- intro to organic chem
- alkane
- alkene
- arene
- halogenoalkane
- hydroxyl compound

ECONOMICS
- market failure
- AD/AS analysis
- Keynesian theory
- national income statistics

MATHEMATICS
- vectors
- maclaurin series
- differentiation techniques and applications
- integration techniques and applications
- differential equations
- complex numbers

BIOLOGY
- mitosis
- meiosis
- enzymes
- genetics DNA
- cell structure
- carbohydrates
- proteins
- lipids
- photosynthesis
- isolation & cloning

will not give in

2011-03-04T23:22:00.001+08:00

i have not attained liberty like i thought i had.

selfish you.

up till this very moment,

you still don't understand me.

maybe i really made the correct choice.

shouldn't have doubted myself.

you made me more determined to hold onto my stand,

strong and tight.

quit trying to hold me back.

cause i will not give in.

2011-03-04T22:37:00.002+08:00

i'll totally slap you if you don't start studying soon.

can you please please please glue your eyes to your books dammit?!

>:/

2011-03-04T18:21:00.002+08:00

AAAUUUUGGGHHHH.

GO AWAY.

FRRREEEAAAKKKINGGGG HEELLLLL..

2011-03-04T18:18:00.008+08:00

do i always have to talk about the same thing when i come to blogger?

it seems like i only come here for one reason.

to rant.

but, thanks to my wonderful moodswings,

i'll be able to live without ranting anymore(:

cause my moodswing will swing me back itself.

...

for awhile.

better than nothing.

oh well.

anyway.

CONGRATS TO DEAR

AND DEE AND TIAN

FOR GETTING YOUR FIRST A

IN 'A' LEVELS! :D

dee is so annoying!

so nervous for what sia!

end up also get A!

oral still distinction somemore.

qb leh!

dear is annoying too.

keep asking me if i got feel happy for her or not.

WHAT A STUPID QUESTION.

die liao lor,

get used to mushy mushy already lor.

now my turn not used to it already lor.

how?

die lor.

rah don't be sad!

MT is just a bonus to plus one mark for a's right?

one mark only,

never mind lah.

i also don't have that one mark.

just do well for others lor.

JIAYOU! XD

midlife crisis?

2011-02-28T22:58:00.000+08:00

there is no humanity,

there is no love.

the ridiculous things that fill this space:

screams, shouts, accusations, yells. nags and fights.

why the fk am i still in this house?

my determination is running low.

i'm running out of fuel.

frustrations loads.

24/7 tired.

i just wanna play..

and take my mind off this stinky shit.

i won't mind a shoulder to lean on.

a pillar of support.

though i'll really prefer not.

NO. i don't wanna fall again.

i don't wanna have to pick myself up again.

no way.

fk off.

Alkanes

2011-02-24T02:11:00.002+08:00

ALKANES

-saturated hydrocarbons

-only single bonds

-carbon atoms are sp3 hybridised --> tetrahedral shape

-CnH2n+2

Cycloalkanes

-one or more rings

-CnH2n

Boiling Points & Volatility
straight chain
-low b.p.
-b.p. increases as number of C increases
-volatility inversely proportional to boiling --> volatility decreases

Reason:
larger alkanes have greater unsymmetrical distribution of the shared electron cloud and therefore have more extensive van der Waals forces of attraction between the alkane molecules. hence, more energy is needed to overcome the forces.

branched chain
-lower b.p.
-greater degree of branching = lower b.p.

Reason:
a linear molecule has a greater surface area than a branched molecule. more extensive van der Waals forces of attraction between linear molecules. hence, more energy is needed to overcome such forces and linear molecules have higher boiling points than branched molecules.

Solubility
soluble in non-polar solvents
-favourable van der Waals' forces of attraction between solute and solvent

insoluble in polar solvents
-no favourable solute and water interactions
-weak intermolecular van der Waals' forces of attraction in solute not able to displace strong intermolecular H-bonds in water for hydration to occur

Density
-less dense than water
-relative density increases as number of C increases

Combustion
-highly exothermic
-excess oxygen = complete combustion
-limited oxygen = incomplete combustion (soot)

Free Radical Substitution
-presence of UV light
-highly exothermic and explosive
-more C atoms = slower rate

Initiation: (rate determining step)
-homolytic fission of X-X bond --> formation of X free radicals
Propagation:
-X radical collides with alkane --> abstracts an H atom --> form alkyl radical and HX
-alkyl radical reacts with another X-X to form mor X free radicals
-chain reaction to yield multi-substituted halogenoalkanes
Termination:
-two free radicals collide and combine --> stable bond formed
-highly exothermic

Intro to Organic Chem

2011-02-24T00:54:00.008+08:00

INTRO TO ORGANIC

CHEMISTRY

Homologous series

- represented by a general formula

- same functional group

- differ by -(CH2)- unit

- similar chemical properties

- different physical properties

- prepared by similar methods

Nomenclature Prefix(es) - stem - suffix

Prefix denotes substituents other than functional group.

For multiple same prefixes, use di, tri, tetra. Carbon number written in front of the prefix.

For different prefixes, arrange in alphabetical order.

Stem = longest continuous chain of carbon skeleton with the principal functional group.

Suffix identifies the principal functional group.

List of suffix used in naming: in decreasing order of priority.

Formulae

Empirical = simplest ratio

Molecular = actual number

Structural = arrangement of atoms

Displayed/Full Structural = draw out whole thing including bonds

Skeletal = simplified representation (H atoms removed)

Isomerism

STRUCTURAL

Chain: different arrangement of carbon chain

Positional: different position of functional group

Functional group: different functional group

STEREO

Geometrical...

Optical....

DAMN IT.

TO BE CONTINUED..

stoopid blogskins!

2011-02-23T23:21:00.003+08:00

what the hell is wrong with blogskins!

from my laptop, what i see is a background of frogs saying

"Unregistered domain. Go to http://imageshack.us/ to register."

i thought was my blogskin's problem, so i changed one.

and the current one says the same thing.

so i registered at that imageshack thingy but apparently, it's not that efficient.

AND THIS WASN'T THE MAIN REASON WHY I'M ONLINE.

IT'S A DISTRACTION IN FACT.

I WANNA TYPE OUT ALL THE REACTIONS THERE ARE FOR TOPICS TESTED TMR.

and i shall use separate posts for that.

self reminder: wake chua kaixin up at 12.

denying the obvious.

2011-02-13T01:11:00.000+08:00

kaixin says:

I'm kneeling on the floor doing homework. Lol~

Lazy find chair.

laine says:

kneeling? you jiang can mah?

kaixin says:

You! Haha

laine says:

lols i bet you spent some time deciphering right!

kaixin says:

Like 2 seconds? Counted?

Wah. I knew it. You would post that.

Love me so much don't need post consecutive 2 posts about me right?

Are you gonna post this too. Lol

(hinting to me to post this too)

laine says:

nope(:
cause i'm gonna peng like in a few min..
kaixin says:
Okay lor
Nights then
laine says:

what time you gonna wake up tmr?

kaixin says:

Dk. 9? 10? Oh cannot. Maybe 8

Wah. My legs burning now~

laine says:

???

why 9 and 10 cannot, must 8?

and why legs burning?

oh cause you going bai nian

kaixin says:

Cause i no time do homework

Legs burning. Cause I squat, kneel. Lol. Damn pain

laine says:

who ask you don't want sit down...

kaixin says:

HOW TO DO 8a

Lazy

Find chair

laine says:

no more double bond. replaced with one more H on each C atom

what are you gonna do without me man..

kaixin says:

The ring won't break?

Why

Lol. I think so too.

(double hint)

laine says:

aww~

no i'm not gonna post this cause too tired

kaixin says:

Heng

laine says:

ring won't break cause of the delocalised pi

kaixin says:

Haha

laine says:

on a second thought, maybe i should post it(:

kaixin says:

So what if it's delocalised

(changing topic when normally will make sure i don't post)

laine says:

more stable. localised easier to break

kaixin says:

Oh. Okay :D

i know you want me to post lah,

drop so many hints machiam bombs.

but right, i really want to sleep le!!

it's 111 already.. ):

my poor eyes. T.T

i'm always right! XP

2011-02-13T00:31:00.000+08:00

AND I'M PROVEN RIGHT!!

kaixin says:

Lol?

Wow. Haha

Satay came to ask me maths. And I told her and she said I will have hao bao. So random!

laine says:

HAHAHAHA QUESTION 13 ZEN ME ZUO~~

kaixin says:

Lol.

Thought you smart

laine says:

-.-

kaixin says:

You finished chem?!

laine says:

no lah

i didn't do after playing

i just asked cause you said satay asked..

kaixin says:

Then why so random ask maths. Aww. I knew it. I never do then you never do right

I'm your motivation (LOL)

I'm not kaixin

laine says:

I KNEW IT.

i knew you loved me(:

2011-02-13T00:17:00.004+08:00

OHMYGOD I'M FREAKING OUT.

DUE TO THE SEA OF WORK,

SHE HAS GONE CRAZY!!! D:

kaixin says:

HELLO

Lol.

I'm still angry that I can't send the message out just now.

laine says:

which one?

kaixin says:

I typed a lot just now

Thought you want peng.

laine says:

ya feel like it..

kaixin says:

And then

Why still want to talk to me. Aww

Haha

laine says:

is not lor..

is just haven't get off com yet

and is you come say hello one leh~

aww~

scared i go sleep, quickly say hi first ah?

kaixin says:

LOL. Wtf. Like that also can. Ya lor, how you know! Aww. Zhen liao jie wo! Haha!

laine says:

...

WHO ARE

YOU

YOU ARE WHO

YOU ARE NOT ME

YOU ARE NOT YOU

WHO ARE YOU

GIVE ME BACK MY DEAR!!!

kaixin says:

LOL. Cannot tahan this.

I should say. WTF. Go sleep la you, pig.

laine says:

SHOULD! so you didn't want to say this but you SHOULD have said this
aww~ now then i know you love me so much(:

AWWW~
what a sweet way to say goodnight eh?(:

hahahaha!

2011-01-30T00:20:00.000+08:00

twitter, are you a blessing or a curse?

after the recent series of commotions, i think it's more of the latter.

26 January, 2011.

the 17 year olds just got to know their JAE results.

some were elated, some were not.

i received a sms from cassandra that she was posted to my school.

i didn't know what to feel.

i know she didn't wanna come, i know she wanted to go acjc instead.

she had been training there for 2 months already,

and had feelings for that school, that track team.

27 January, 2011.

start of freshmen orientation.

i met her at kovan and showed her the way to school.

i really felt very happy and nostalgic.

it's just like before, where we met at pp station and go school together.

it's like nothing has changed, though we haven't been talking or met up for a long long time.

really wanted time to rewind and reminisce those sec3 days with her again.

but, reality is after all, reality.

cassandra, being as candid as straightforward as she is,

twitted some misleading stuff about sr and now practically the whole of j2 is against her.

she twitted "7 cedarians got into srjc, what is cedar becoming" or something along this line before orientation.

during orientation, she said something about those who got into sr, not good looking, no eye candies.

and because of some gossip group and the horrible effect of 道听途说,

from the freshmen has no exceptionally good looking people,

to srjcians no good looking people,

to srjcians are ugly,

to all srjcians are damn ugly,

to all srjcians are damn stupid and ugly,

to the SPs are damn stupid and all those insulting comments.

like wtf?

i know that her first tweet is kinda offending,

i'm not trying to defend her for that,

but i can totally understand her feelings during that period of time.

imagine, all your friends has considerably good results,

for me, one of my clique, everyone got into the top jcs and institution of sg.

hci, rj, vj acsi, acjc..

and you're segregated from them..

to a whole new school starting a whole new life.

even if there's outing, it'll still be them talking about their lives and their common friends,

and there's just me.

yes i know they'll try to include me but,

maybe it's just this barrier that i can't overcome.

i'm not a very vocal person anyway.

i'd rather listen than to speak most of the time.

okay why am i rambling about myself?

i mean, i can understand how she felt at that point of time.

not hatred of the college,

not despising the college,

but rather utter disappointment in herself.

can you just imagine how hard it is for her?

and twitter is for ranting isn't it?

didn't yenmei want to appeal out during orientation too?

why can't cass wants to appeal out too?

i know alot of people who comments about others' look,

i know alot of people who looks at hot guys and got girls.

why can they do that?

why must cass be condemn just cause she said there's no eye candies here?!

i was lucky, i have people i know here, my life wasn't that bad.

but she doesn't!!

she only knows me and dhivya.

oh but now she knows alot more of srjcians, who insults her.

is this how the OSLs and GFs and SCs are welcoming her?

not criticising all, but this kind of welcome is just so...welcoming man.

aren't OSLs and GFs and SCs supposed to make the freshmen love sr?

and wtf are they doing instead?

retweeting nonsense, scolding her for what she did and what she did not.

stalking on fb and twitter and even in real life,

spreading absolute lies, creating childish wars and all.

like please, all she said was that there's no eye candies in the j1s.

she hadn't even saw you people, why are you angered by her candid comment?

unless you really agree that you're ugly and you're offended.

if you're really that good looking, why the fk would you mind what people say?

and cass apologised for the misunderstanding caused,

what more do you want from her?!

and you people, instead of being forgiving seniors,

what did you do?

insult her more and said that there's "no use covering up and saving her ass now".

this only shows how narrow minded and petty you people are.

seriously, and you call yourself 18/19 year olds?

ytd, 28 January, 2011.

once i stepped into the school, yen mei came to talk to me.

she knew about misunderstanding so she was comforting me.

and then, her friend came along and said "hey! have you seen fb?"

i totally rolled my eyes and walked away.

and then, mandy came.

i was damn angry with her.

she saw me with cass going to school the first day of orientation.

why would she still facilitate the spreading of this nonsensical war?

she apologised to me. she said she realised that they've misunderstood her and they all felt bad.

but all i felt was anger.

what's the point of saying sorry to me when cass is still being ostracised??

i had no mood to do anything at all.

lucky fri only has three lessons, no spa.

practically stoned throughout the lessons.

copied letters/numbers from the board.

they didn't even look like words to me.

think mel had a hard time just being with me.

that anger in me subsided as the lessons passed.

i mean, there was no point of me being so angry,

it won't change anything anyway.

accepted a peanut choco from mandy and i thought everything will die down soon.

went hougang mall with satay,

i think she damn poor thing.

i think she regretted asking me out for lunch the day before.

we went hougang mall long john.

once i stepped in, i saw emily (from band) and all the GFs.

emily waved to me,

i said hi back,

and one random GF said hi to me.

had a weird feeling cause all the GFs just stared at me.

bought lunch with satay and we sat at a table nearby.

not that i want, but hougang mall's lj isn't that big..

and then, it happened.

they were crowding around iphones/ipods and talking about the same thing.

in school not enough, now that i'm outside school,

it's still haunting me.

emily knew cass's my junior,

so she was kept looking at me.

i asked her to come over and explained to her lah.

was damn agitated, she said she understand.

so ya, i ate my lunch in awkwardness.

back at school, satay had to go for GF meeting.

it was still 2, band prac starts at 330.

so i wandered around, found mel shairah and wynnie at goodnews benches.

sat beside there, stoned while they do their work.

and then, it happened again.

the people behind me were talking damn loudly about it.

they said nasty stuff, i felt like slapping all of them.

luckily or unluckily, they went down to the hall to see who is she.

that instance, i couldn't stand it anymore.

my feelings were all mixed up.

escaped to locker.

sat on the floor.

emily came, asked me if i was alright.

and, i broke down.

why am i so useless?

why didn't i go forth to stop them and explain to them?

why didn't i stop the bon fire from spreading?

where did those promises i made three years ago go to?

how am i fit to be her friend, her darling, her senior?

i really felt that i was a horrible friend.

not only to her.

to dear also.

if dear didn't know me,

or isn't this close to me,

she wouldn't be in such an awkward and stressful position..

okay i don't feel like continuing anymore.

nights.

2011-01-25T17:05:00.000+08:00

ohmygod!!! i can blog using phone!! never realised that. but erm.. i can't press enter, which is next line.. so my post is gonna be a whole chunk of words?! D: hate it. >:/ machiam doing homework. okay anyway. wow. long long long long time since i last posted. and so many things changed! especially my lifestyle? i'm finally doing my homework like on time and all. but of course, there're still exceptions, and some subjects that i just cannot bring myself to do that particular work.. but overall i guess it's fine(: I AM ABLE TO EXPLAIN MATH AND BIO!!! totally shocked myself. cause for the past 5 years, it has always been others teaching me, not the other way round. but then again, what's the point of being able to explain to friends when i can't express myself and explain to examiners during exams? sigh. okay. 5 pm now. band. speaking about band, freeaaking hell. i can't stand my section. the only thing that's holding me back from quitting is that i don't wanna be as irresponsible as him. just quitted w/o telling any single soul and abandoned all his exco jobs to sherie and section leader jobs to me. then now suddenly just pop right back in as if he didn't do anything wrong. now come attitude me somemore. really feel like slapping him sometimes.. well, most of the time. fishcake chicken nugget nasilemak fries basket. i just wasted half an hour blogging and my chem prac corrections are still not done. >:/ blogger, are you a blessing or a curse?

2010-12-15T20:06:00.002+08:00

missing every single bit of it.

so not used to this.

yeah i'm weird.

sigh. ):

2010-12-11T21:37:00.003+08:00

"hey, do you have a sister?"

"erm... ya... why? o.O"

"i think i saw your sister before. you look like your sister."

"but me and my sis don't look alike!"

*background filled with laughter plus "epic fail!" and "eh you trying to flirt is it?"*

okay it isn't funny when i say it like that.

but it was funny at that moment.

yes. this happened during band fest after ice breakers.
it's something along these lines but can't rmb exact convo.

actually band fest isn't as bad as what i thought it would be.

at least my section was fun.

well, not arrogant at least.

heard that other section(s) was/were.

actually i think i was the one who made my section fun!

with my sudden outburst of laughters

and my sl who spent 10years in all boys school not knowing what to do

and his reactions damn comical

and i laughed even more

and my face turned red as usual cause of the laughing,

and the rest of the section laughed along.

lols i talked back, but to my sl only.

i think i very erm...amiable?

is it this word?

my section mates all like prefer to talk to me like that. :D

heh.

ohoh and i got to know that crystal, my section mate,

was from HI too and she knows my jc friends.

the world's so small(:

she so cute and sweet lei,

dk why dear say her face and character not suit.

and i shall bhb abit. ahem.

am i good looking?

i don't think i am,

but apparently,

erm, hahaha, still not bad,

can be eye candy. XD

okay.

i shall go eat and poo and bathe and sleep.

lols sound so pig.

BUT WHO CARES.

BAND FEST IS SOOOOO FREEEEAAAAKKING TIRING CAN.

okay. nights~

2010-12-04T05:36:00.001+08:00

okay i take back my words.

she peng-ed.

-.-

Kaixin. says:
lol. I closed my eyes and nearly won't come back. haha
laine says:

lols you can close eyes and don't come back le. it's 530 le!

...

and nothing came back.

._.

GOOD MORNING~

2010-12-04T05:29:00.002+08:00

who stays up to do holiday homework on a holiday friday night?

ME!

who stays up to do holiday homework and shits in the middle of the night at such a weird timing?

ME!

ohmygod. i'm such a weird freak. D:

haha actually for the first question,

dear's doing it too.

and yes!

we succeeded in conquering the zzz monster again! :D

but i hope we won't turn into siao kias laughing at anything and everything again. :X

haha prolly won't.

cause she's at her house and i'm at mine now.

friends overseas!

how are you all now!

i wonder what amusing things happened..

oh and i shall ~~attempt to~~ rmb to ~~attempt to~~ blog

about things that happened for the past...2 weeks.

yeah. wow time flies.

hope hols doesn't end fast. ):

and i didn't blog for the past 2 weeks cause apparently,

mozilla says that there's something wrong with my cookies.

only internet explorer allows me to log in blogger.

ohmygod look at the time now.

i should go sleep already.

cause i wanna wake up before 930 to watch my doraemon!

GOOD MORNING~

2010-11-21T18:45:00.002+08:00

*sis searched her cupboard for ang bao lui*

mum: "你的红包钱没有了啦。拿去放冰橱了。"

bing chu? fridge?

money save in fridge?

lols!

she wanted to say put in bank le but said put in fridge le..

i just experienced the side effect of overdosage of med.

see lah.

eat too much until like that.

my heartbeat was like damn fast

(which is weird since normally its damn low and i got abit low blood pressure)

i saw stars and i felt faint.

like lightheaded then gonna fly~~

"lightheaded = only your head fly"????

lols lucky i was at qiqi's 1st birthday celebration

and their family practise and open tcm hospital kinda thing one.

so i was in good hands.

samsungtab is cool.

it's a substitute good for ipad.

is it a close substitute?

my mum got brainwashed to buy it instead of another desktop.

but she can't even save number properly on phone,

so not tech-savvy,

how to use samsungtab sia?

kasai is what?

nice meh?

._.

ohyaohya.

i forgot a damn cool point.

i have a sexayye voice now~

which only can sing guys part of songs.

and definitely not 黄靖伦's range of songs..

but still quite cool.

but it's recovering fast after i took the med.

of course fast lah.

overdose eh.

so idk whether it'll last till tmr or not.

ohman!

how am i gonna go school tmr if i can totally peng after eating the med?

why i so troublesome one..

T.T

2010-11-20T13:57:00.000+08:00

hey yo!

i'm feeling alot better now!

playing cooking mama but ohmytian!

i can't freaking tilt the pot such that the stuff won't spill out. T.T

so shi bai!!

speaking about tian,

good luck for your tournament wantian!!

dk if the tournament ended already or not at this time but,

well..

I WANNA WATCH HARRY POTTER!!

okay actually not really watch him cause he's getting uglier as he grows up.

I WANNA WATCH HARRY POTTER MOVIES!!

I WANNA EAT KFC!!!

but..my voice..

bleh. T.T

sick, again.

2010-11-19T22:51:00.000+08:00

i'm sick!

again.

no i never copy anyone!

sick can copy one meh..

and i sick more often than you lor.

so is you copy me!! XP

...

okay actually win in this type of thing not that glorious..

but oh well.

ytd watched many many epizzodes of mrs pi that i've missed.

lols damn funny!!

and entertained me until my laptop batt died.

which coincidentally was the time gp remedial ended.

goodgood.

i didn't feel that awful in school..

37.8 hai hao bah?

it wasn't until i reached home that the OMG feeling came.

39.2 oh shit.

why people say high fever will burn spoil brain but never for me ah?

okay choy *touch wood*

but i really curious leh?

but i think my enzymes denatured cause my whole mouth felt damn bitter..

and my appetite was teeny weeny.

7 half spoons of rice,

1/3 of the fried egg,

and 10 spoonful of soup, some spilled.

yup, i ate so little i can rmb what i ate.

ohyaohya.

i think i groaned and moaned in the burning heat too.

forgot if the fan was switched on or not.

but it was just unbearable.

the whole night was torturous in summary.

today morning better.

36.5..

有被照顾的感觉..

lols since the normal tactic can't work,

i shall not hide it lor.

waste my time..

anyway, thankyou dear for the strepsils delivery~ <3

i still got like 12 more if you need too.

zzz..

now 37.4.

stupid fever!

can you go away!

you're spoiling my weekends!

and fevers ALWAYS come find me on weekends.

irritating ttm.

sigh..

out of the dk how many lectures this week,

i've missed dk how many lectures..

...

did i just typed a redundant statement? -.-

I DON'T WANNA GO FOR BAND FEST!!!

waste my time..

the reason why i didn't wanna go for srgce

is precisely cause i scared will clash with my family relative holiday trip to haikou.

now come pop out one band fest from 9 to 14 dec?!

wts?!

although can go perform at esplanade on the last day,

but i rather not perform lor.

embarrass only.

wo bu yao!!! ):

one lesson i've learnt from ytd:

do not sit under a fan with big big wind when it's raining while having fever.

a happy day(:

2010-11-18T01:14:00.005+08:00

i was wrong.

today is a good day(:

morning woke up late.

was late to meet dear.

lols actually she also came late.

"I'm reaching soon... Damn hot man."

*waitwaitwaitwait...

8 min later*

"reached?"

"Yeah. -.-"

she reached but didn't tell me..
so i didn't go down to meet her on time.

went kovan superbowl.

while waiting for dionne juliette and claudie to come,

i played crazy taxi and bishbash.

lols i'm so noisy. >.<

first game.

98!!!

TWO MORE FREAKNG PINS TO 100!!! ):

second round.

claudie damn extreme!

either glutter all the way or spare like nobody's business.

dionne like my cousin like that!!

they literally let go and let the ball roll to the pins.

some times cause the impact too subtle,

machine never detact,

can roll again.

AND CAN STRIKE SOMEMORE.

i think jul is good, but today just abit off.

dear ah! you got something against the floor is it!

roll ball don't throw lah.

but walao. look at 9th and 10th round.

double strike.

wtf!! from 39 to 86!!

after bowling went play arcade.

drum the percussion remix? mix? dk what it's called.

SOO EMBARRASSING!!! ):

for each play, there's 5 stages 5 songs.

let dear play the first song.

i played the second one.

anyhow chose a weird song.

5 sec later,

STAGE FAILED.

WTF???

totally stunned there.

and this happened twice.

EMBARRASSING TTM!!! ):

third play dear decided to play 3 songs before letting me play.

lols I COMPLETED THEM!!! :D

...

maybe not something to be that proud of.

cause wanted to play more.

then fourth play, first two songs, not bad.

third song...

IF CAN DIE OF EMBARRASSMENT,

I WOULD LONG BE DEAD! ):

i wanted to play parapara after that,

but kena pulled away
cause of my noisiness.
if i really played, i think she would have to find a hole to hide. :X

dear was gonna meet her pri clique for lunch.
zhangxin wanling huiyi kristy.

i know them too, duh my pri classmates.

and i was asked to tag along, so i did. :D

lucky i did.

lols damn funny(:

although mostly only huiyi and zhangxin talking,

it was enough to laugh for the whole..2hours?

ate at mos burger and burger king.

main course at mos, ice cream at king.

huiyi treated ice cream! XD

i don't think she'll see this but thankyou~~ (:

saw jasmine at king!!

but she didn't see us..

and we were not sure whether was her or not..

so..well.

really 日久见人心 man..

both nice and not so nice..

after lunch, went dhoby to PLAY DDR!!

like finally was able to play(:

but embarrassed myself even more..

found out that dear is a 败家女..

tapz card accumulated amount machiam money free one.

play so much, no wonder good lah.

plus i damn damn damn long never play already,

that's why today performance not tip top.. XP

lols excuses.

skinny legs playing ddr = chopsticks trying to kiap but can't kiap up.

三围三八四八五八 playing ddr (2 players role somemore) = earthquake + many HAHAHAHAHAHAs!!

after zone-x, dear tour guided awhile cause i wanted drink drink but idk there.

just acia? never heard before.

eskimo? koi nicer. :X

my $4.80!! T.T

cannot take drinks into mrt station,

so we jalan jalan around while drinking.

went to see ex-actioncity travellator.

got chased out of more than words cause of our drinks.

so we went outdoors.

what's the line below "CHRISTMAS"?

what capitamalls sia?

LOLS NO LAH!!
is WITH CAPITAMALLS ASIA!!!

nice xmas tree, but that's not the main point(:

this is the main point!

big havaianas plus dear's havaianas with half of dear inside.

unglam! XD

lols look at the size difference!!

小巫见大巫!!!

the 7eleven there fits this description too!

hahahahaha had a failed htht with lots of lols.

dk why nowadays brain sot sot liao..

"你带那个牌，然后帮你的狗招财" when it's supposed to be "帮你的家招财"

"人掉下来会是这种声音 meh?" when it's supposed to be "东西掉下来会是这种声音 meh?"

HAHAHAHAHAHA don't so bad. shall admit some of mine too.

"四点四十六" when it's supposed to be "四点是十六"

i was looking for toilet to wash hands.

then i saw "tower 2" on the ... direction board? sign board?

aiya i forgot what it's called!

i saw "toilet 2" instead and was wondering aloud where was toilet 1.

lols but mine not that bad!!

must be because of op.

lols can't rmb what happened before op already.

machiam brainwashed.

good(:

made a detour before going home.

took train to harbourfront before coming back to cp.

to get seats(:

but..lols i wanted the two seater cause can sit more comfortably

like at home like that cross leg.

but some one didn't allow.

then lols she sit the "please give up these seat" seat.

then gave up her seat after a few stations.

train ride was long but somehow didn't feel that long.

cp. went toilet.

gosh i just love the jewellery for babies!

so damn cute!!! >.<

stood in front of this knots board thing for quite some time.

dk why people need so many different knots for,

but quite cool quite cool(:

randomly walked in metro,

with poise and posture(:

perfume bottles look nice to me.

well.. most of them.

randomly took escalator up to second level,

TOYS SECTION!! :D

baby dolls are freakingly freaking freaky. :/

turn turn turn POP! :D

ding ding ding~

press press press press pressBANG!

was that how rah felt?

*press* whoo~ cool lighting~

HI MY FRIEND! PIGGYBANK!

great west. 7907.

is this how i'm suppose to feel too?

OHMYGOD!! WHY DO YOU LOOK SO FAMILIAR?

I THINK I SAW YOU IN MY OP VIDEO..

skeleton!

wampa!!

lols whhaaaatttt??? your name is wampa???

yoda looks weird..

WHERE'S YELLOW FREAK~

am i suppose to do what she did?

thomas the train is ugly.

the yellow/green/pink round thing with hands but no fingers and head always bobbing from left to right to left to right is so cuuute!! :D

i should find my batman game controller out and play someday..

when happened on others, felt that it was alright.

ehh!!

game of life!

i never play before..

cluedo?

you must roll the dice then... okay forget it.

connect 4!

i miss this game!

when it happens on me, and lols after zhangxin's THAT reaction..

ohmygod~

toddlers/babies clothes are just so cuuuttteeee!!!

gloves!! :D

i mean...fine..mittens..

why the clothes so matured one..

like abit the...old.

shoes. so small! :D

i got baby shoes. or is it socks.

jerine gave it to me(:

pacifier! got size somemore. o.O

eh? wait. the ones that have sizes are the ones for bottles.

pacifiers are so cute(:

and ex. T.T

baby wipes! hahahahahaha!!!

collic? collegue?

BPA? biphenol-A? OHMYGOD I RMB! for what sia. -.-

idk.

OHMYGOD I DIDN'T GET TO PLAY MY JUBEAT. ):

AND THOSE BEN.....PEOPLE WE SAW PLAYING ARE INHUMAN I SWEAR.

HANDS MACHIAM WOODPECKER'S BEAK.

lols it's 101 now and i just saw dear's post.

walao got post also never tell me!!!

total awesome-ness.

love this slow-paced life.

everyday should be like this.

shiok.

nope, no awkardness.

have grew accustomed to just enjoy the company.

even when there's not much being said,

it just felt alright to soak in the quietness and still feel happy(:

i need to scream

2010-11-16T19:35:00.000+08:00

all bullshits.

all crap.

all fking hypocrites.

all liars.

promos pw reexams all over.

where's my freedom?

where's my right to even take a breather?

what happened to the fking 先苦后甜 logic?

all lies.

knew it.

knew it all from the start.

knew that i won't be happy even if exams are over.

even if i did work hard,

but so what?

it all won't pay off.

tmr just might get chopped by some random gangsters and die anyway.

so stay home.

if you have to die,

no matter where the fk you are,

what the fk you doing,

who the fk you're with,

you just will die.

so why the fk am i stuck at home?

because you always say that you're the one taking care of him and staying home with him.

why is that so?

CAUSE WE FKING HAVE SCHOOL AND WORK TO DO.

YOU DON'T.

YOU THINK I WANNA STAY IN SCHOOL UNTIL SO LATE?

how is that a fking valid reason man..

it's not that i don't like staying with milo.

it's not that i don't wanna care about milo.

if i could bring him with me, TRUST ME. I WOULD.

BUT I FKING CAN'T.

who's the one who always volunteered to stay at home and take care of milo?

who's the one who always fking kena left behind and wake up finding herself dumped at home alone?

who's the one who you all always ditched at home but always complain that is cause i don't wanna follow, that's why idk alot of stuff?

and why was i abandoned at home?

cause must study for the never-ending exams.

THEN WHY IS IT NOW THAT EXAMS FINALLY FKING ENDED

AND I FKING CAN'T GO OUT???

IT'S NOT LIKE I'LL GO UNTIL PAST MIDNIGHT.

IT'S NOT LIKE I'M NOT COMING BACK.

IT'S NOT LIKE I'LL GO JOIN SOME FKING GANG AND DO SOME STUPID DUMB STUFF.

IT'S NOT LIKE THE GANG TODAY HACK SOMEONE AT THIS PLACE,

KENA CATCH ALREADY,

STILL BRING KNIFE TO THE SAME FKING PLACE TO WAIT FOR POLICE CATCH RIGHT???

WTF.

coke bottle theory?

maybe.

not only gemini has split personalities.

taurus has multiple.

extremes.

2010-11-14T00:13:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

i feel so damn immature.

but who cares?

some weird sec 1 go scold my sis on her blog.

my sis sec 2.

lols wts lah.

damn dumb.

dk what they quarreling about also.

but just feel like chap-ing~

so i chap-ed~

and lols no response..

no fun..

thought i could use abit of entertainment

to last me through the night.

cause i'm determined to study tonight!!

hello dear!!!

testtesttesttest(:

...

or..

am i?

2010-11-13T01:36:00.002+08:00

two more days.

i feel so tired.

so drained.

so restless.

op's over.

pw's over.

i should be happy.

i'm not.
i need a hug.

i'm not looking forward to mon. (shit)

i'm not looking forward to band. (augh)

i'm not looking forward to taking back results. (sigh)

i'm not looking forward to j2. (can i even be there?)

i'm not looking forward to playing. (wth)

i'm not looking forward to LIFE.

this is bad.

2010-11-13T01:31:00.000+08:00

as we walked to the left

as we walked to the right

as we walked

as we walked all night

with a heel and a toe

and a half turn around

with a heel and a toe

and a new friend found!(:

hello huibing! :D

okayokay..

dear told me to look at wantian's blog.

no i'm not jealous.

thankyou dear for the frolick too~

i don't get jealous easily.

ohmygod! jit der jit der again! D:

oh today, or to be exact, ytd,

i realised although my tagboard doesn't show,

my blog is still quite frequently read.

hmm..is this good or bad?

i feel like changing url.

not cause i realised who's reading my blog.

just feel like changing.

but the bad thing is,

well.

scared if people whom i lose contact with wanna read

then i change url

then really lose contact..

augh.

decide another day when i'm not so sleepy.

nights~

MC pricing

2010-11-12T16:15:00.000+08:00

MC PRICING~
dominant firm is one which is similar to a monopoly market structure where there is a single seller of a unique product with no close substitutes and there are high barriers to entry. e.g. a producer of public utilities (water, electricity), railway services (SMRT) and computer operating system (microsoft windows)
which measure is the best depends on the objective of the govt. i.e. to achieve allocative efficiency, equity, or improving consumer welfare. it also depends on whether we are regulating a monopoly or natural monopoly. for regulating natural monopoly, the govt can consider MC pricing, AC pricing or other forms of regulation.

MC pricing
an MC pricing could be used by the govt to regulate a natural monopoly (e.g. provider of public utitlities) if it aims to achieve allocative efficiency. a natural monopoly is one where there are high start-up costs which are largely in the form of fixed costs. natural monopoly exists because the market size because the market size is small relative to the size of the perfectis greater than MC of production. consumers are willing to pay a price greater than what the alternative goods coild be produced using the same resources. this suggests that there is unerproduction of the right type of good. to achieve allocative efficiency, govt could require the monopolist to produce at P = MC at a larger output Qmc and charges a lower price Pmc.
at this output, consumers pay P=MC. this implies that there is allocative efficiency.
one problem arising from the use of MC pricing is that the natural monopolist will incur a loss. this is shown by shaded area.

ohmygod i lazy type already.

2010-11-11T17:37:00.001+08:00

lols just helped jul's group make their animation touch screen effect thingy.

feel so smart. XD

okay actually it's quite simple just that yi en uses mac

and jul doesn't use microsoft.

my attention span is getting shorter and shorter.

shyt. -.-

i can understand mc and ac pricing but..

i just can't elaborate much.

damn.

i don't understand how the post mortem can make it so damn long..

and..

i'm hungry. ):

dear's so random.

she called me using phoebe's phone

just to tell me to switch off her charging phone.

and as i type this sentence, phoebe walked in.

scare me..

okay i think the whole group's coming back.

i feel like sleeping. ):

jul's group's presentation is cool(:
and they wanted to acknowledge me for the help i provided them with.
lols :D

2010-11-11T17:28:00.001+08:00

okay i'm too restless.

having study session now.

everyone's having q&a or drilling op.

they're just everywhere else except for here.

so i'm stranded in the classroom myself,

looking after all the bags and laptops.

quite peaceful i can totally sleep here.

with the fan so windy and music so soothing~

okay anyway.

sources of monopoly power.
monopoly is a market structure characterised by a single firm controlling the whole supply of goods that has no close substitutes and there are high level of barriers to entry and exit in the industry. market power represents the extent of ability for a firm to control prices or output of a product in a market to achieve high profits. sources of monopoly power stems from barriers to entry. BTE are obstacles in the path of a firm that makes it difficult to enter a market. the existence of BTE enable firms to have market power and hence make supernormal profits in the LR because the supply of good, with no close substitutes, is prohibited (what does this sentence mean?) BTE exist because of economic and institutional reasons.

economic BTE - at least 2
1. large EOS-cost adv.
complex technology requiring R&D and substantial initial capital investment means that only large firs can achieve low AC. e.g. airbus and boeing. new firms find it difficutl to compete because their low level of production does not allow them to enjoy cost savings. while the incumbent already experiencing substantial internal EOS may charge a price below cost of new entrants and drive them out of business. this will allow them to establish monopoly power.

2. natural monopoly
a natural monopoly occurs when EOS are so large such that only one firm can suppoly the total market demand at a much lower AC than two or more firms. it occurs in industries where the production of goods and services e.g. electricity and water) requires huge initial capital outlay in infrastructural investment. e.g. Public Utilies Board of Singapore (PUB) needed to lay huge expensive pipes all over Singapore to deliver water to households. hence, MES is large. the natural monopoly may produce at a large output at a lower unit cost than if two or more firms were to produce. this means that production has to be on a very large scale for the firm to be operating with a lower AC. thus, the govt would likely take over production or give one licence for a firm to operate.

3. exclusive control and ownership of resources
monopoly power is especially strong if the factor resource used in the production process is crucial. if rival firms cannot have access to this exclusive raw material owned by the monopolist then they cannot compete with the monopolist. e.g. de beers, south africa, supplies 46% of the world diamonds.

institutional BTE - at least 1
1. patents
legal authorities give exclusive right to produce a good or specific production process for a period of time. aim to promote invention and development of new technologies. other firms are not able to produce the same product or use the same production process, thus protecting the firm who was awarded the patent from new entrants.patents are filed with IPOS - intellectual property office of singapore, a statutory board with ministry of law. patents serve to prevent competition by the exclusion of other firms in the production of the product for a number of years. e.g. the mp3 interface was patented by Creative Technology.

2. copyrights
copyrights are granted to composers and writers giving legal rights to control production of works over period of time. aim is to encourage and reward creativity. payment would hae to be made in form of royalties to the creators if producers want to use the works. e.g. walt disney characters. thus preventing others from entering the market.

3. licenses
govt grants license to operate a service e.g. radio and TV broadcasting or sell particular type of good.e.g. pay-tv licenece was given to singtel and starhub in singapore. licences prevents entry of new firms cutting down wastage of resources due to duplication and encourga large scale investment.

in real life, BTE may be eroded over time, i.e. creative destruction. for example, the invention fof digital photography eroded polaroid's monopoly power could remove economic BTE. changes in governmental policies e.g. liberalisation (ohmygod reminds me of my speech) of Singapore telecommunication market could remove institutional BTE. with increasing globalisation, the entry of foreign firms into markets would erode an incumbent monopolist's market power over time.

2010-11-07T19:11:00.000+08:00

it's 7:11 on 7/11!! :D

is 7eleven having any promotion today? o.O

dumb dee dumb dee dumb

2010-11-07T18:54:00.000+08:00

my sis is a freaking stalker.

she stalks the family that lives at the next block!

she just stands in front of my window and look into that house

and 'watch show' as the father hits the child.

but it was damn loud.

i could hear every word said.

it wasn't screamed or shouted.

just purely said, using the diaphragm i guess?

wonder if neighbours hear the happenings in my house or not..

"Lol, wind damn strong. That time the anti drug windmill spinning~ oh, it dropped. Lol."

HAHAHAHA!!

sounds like a sadist spraying baygon on ants while it's climbing on the wall

and says "oh, it dropped. Lol."

...

okay i think i'm weird.

now.

only for now. XD

102th post, not a happy one.

2010-11-07T12:25:00.001+08:00

just realised this is my 102th post.

dk is fast or slow.

should be slow bah?

since this blog dates back to may 2008 if i'm not wrong.

parents are so materialistic and realistic.

one year ago,

they were still happy and proud of my school.
proud of cedar.

one year later,

they don't even dare to say that i'm a j1 and that my exams are over

cause i'm still not a confirmed j2 next year

and i still have my reexam.

how sad is this.

and my dad constantly nags me to study

and stop using laptop.

but i'm using laptop to do pw.

so does he want me to pass reexam and flunk pw?

or retain and get A for pw?

in a dilemma.

kinda know that if i wanna do well for a's,

it's better to retain.

but i don't wanna retain.

i'll be more diligent.

that's what i always say,

and perhaps deceive myself.

who am i kidding?

the motivation's just not there.

yup,

fml.

2010-11-06T17:00:00.007+08:00

rmb at study that day,

were supposed to be having studying session.

but end up with dear, dionne and jingyi singing songs.

then when they sing older songs of jay chou,

i just stone there listen.

feel so dumb not knowing.

the tune sounds familiar but just dk.

so, now i'm listening to the songs they sang.

稻香's nice.

阳光宅男 de verse is...weird..idk why. ._.

still got what ah?

oh the song that dionne and jingyi were humming

and we didn't know what was that

and they didn't know what's the title..

then..eh actually the others i all know.

HAHA not bad not bad(:

BUT I'M SAD TODAY!!!

stupid lah!!

at 9, went back for pw.

missed my doraemon again.. T.T

and one girl own phone already sms until cannot sms,

still come use KUNGUAN KORKOR'S phone to sms me that she help me watch..

lols why cannot save that number under KUNGUAN KORKOR?

is not act shou lah..

lols where got shou sia..

i only saw him like once for like less than a min?

walked less than 5 steps into your door step jiu went out liao..

as in..isn't it a respect to save the "korkor" part also? ._.

choe ask us go back one.

g didn't go cause deepavali celebration.

then rah couldn't contact jay the whole of ytd night and today morning.

it was until she was in school then jay's phone finally was on.

so, at 910 (heh i was late :X)

only me and rah were in school for our group.

then we were told to go a1-1.

wah piang.

go in, scared.

sakinah's group was there, and two of other classes's groups.

we gonna have audience?!?!

thankgod no.

the groups presented and were ready to go home.

so it was sakinah's group's turn to present.

we sat in for abit.

you know sakinah's pro intro?

choe told yi en to let down her hair and be one siao kia going around kajiao-ing people.

as in not the audience lah. just around the 'stage'.

then we went out to find classroom to practise ourselves first.

no classrooms were available. -.-

so we sat at b block de end there the walkway and put rah's laptop on the fire hosereel box thingy then practise.

my speech was still 05:05.. zzz...

we practised somemore

until the hooded cho smsed me that "Dr choe commands you to come bac to e classrm NOW!!"

what's with the commanding and caps part sia.. chill lah..

anyway.

it didn't went well.

a1-1 is a bad venue..

he kept saying he couldn't hear me..

and our video had two grammer errors.

so poor jay has to redo the video.

talking about poor thing,

i'm more poor thing.

cause out of my script, seven paras,

the second para, the third para, and abit of the fourth are irrelevant.

too much talking about the kkk.

and everyone except him saw the link between USA and Singapore

so the second para gonna change,

the third one gonna delete.

the fourth one...idk, yet.

ohgod.

fk
knn
tmd
nb
eat shit lah!

i'm like THREE FKING DAYS away from my op presentation.

now then you tell me this.

why didn't you just see our presentation earlier and tell me earlier!!!

i should have just written my own script man..

shouldn't have let people write it for me just cause i have reexam..

now i need to memorise the whole fking thing again.. ):

AND I FREAKING CAN'T PRONOUNCE

1. Valladolid controversy

2. Front de libération du Québec
3. indigenous population

4. Chiapas.

i can't even pronounce CANADA now properly!!!

keep on saying it as ke-nei-der when it is care-ne-der..

nearing the end right,
he went like,
"actually guys, great job.
great improvement from the last time."
and the truth is,
today was the first time he saw us presenting.
so what did he based his comparison from?
idk.

maybe,
the only person you can fully rely on,
is yourself.

fk

2010-11-06T00:06:00.002+08:00

fk pw.

fk op.

fk exam.

fk reexam.

fk love.

fk the complexity of human life.

fml.

probably should organise my thoughts before typing

2010-11-03T00:30:00.000+08:00

first formal op presentation.

mr quek said quite a good impression! :D

phoebe said my body posture was relaxed which was good (i was damn nervous)

and my face expression according to mr quek was correct and appropriate (did i even do anything?)

and eye contact was there.

but then...

somehow the way i talked wasn't right.

the intonation and all.

intonation sounds damn band-ish.

wonder what's going on in band right now..

anyway.

phoebe said must learn more from him.

him?!

but me and rahrah commented that he spoke funnily.

actually we played around abit at backstage.

fiddled around with the curtain and took a peak at the dark back corridor.

DAMN SPOOKY SIA.

the air was damn still somemore.

so we went back to the litted stage.

rahrah was standing more towards the stage and i was standing more hidden by the curtain.

behind all the curtain was a door with bright light shining through the gap below.

we were listening halfway right,

rahrah suddenly turned her head behind me, which is the curtain and the door lah.

SCARE ME.

she said she saw someone walking pass.

DON'T SCARE ME LIKE THAT PLEASE.

YOUR FRIEND HERE FAINT HEARTED CAN.

which leads me on to my next point.

(lols sounds op to me)

princess and friends wanna watch paranomal activity 2 on friday.

miu wanna watch paranomal activity 2 on friday NIGHT.

idk to be thankful or not that on friday my grandma celebrating her 70th birthday.

please lah!

when i watched paranomal activity,

which was after my last o's paper,

meaning in the afternoon,

i was already covering one eye at the start of the show

and both eyes at the end of the show.

literally.

yes fine. i admit. i'm damn timid. T.T

oh but now i rmb.

i got watch 3 horror movies before.

first one with my parents - office 有鬼

second one with one clique of 3 - paranomal activity

and third with another clique of 3 - the uninvited

cause they say why i can watch horror movie with them before but not them.

so i had to watch two. T.T

anyway. oh back to my first point!

damn. if this is op or wr or anything related to pw,

ooi marks gone.

anyway.

I HATE Q&A SESSION!!!

IDKWTHTS!!!

idon'tknowwhatthehecktosay.

i just stammered and stuttered and paused and repeated and my hands went haywire and wanted to snap my fingers like what i usually do when i think and the windows to my soul betrayed me and i wanted so much to say shiiiiittttt.

after pw was much more fun(:

studying session was not efficient...

as usual? *sigh*

walked to heartland,

walked passed bread shop (thankyou miu! for the nice nice bread! :D)

walked to mac.

i drank caramel frappe. :X

it was nice.

but dk why like coffee like that.

isn't it supposed to be sweeter?

tasted like mocha.

but oh well.

still nice(:

the goblet of fire was modified and glorified!

it's now GLOBERT THE FIRE!

muahahahaha~

sounds much nicer than goblet of fire until now i mix up both liao~

"sha sha fen bu qing chu" as dear would say.

maybe we should amalgamate it.

GLOBERT the GOBLET of fire! :D

i wanna go stayover at miu's house again and spam harry potter series.

i seem to only know bits and pieces of movies.

socceror's stone i've watched.

the stone one.

chamber of secrets i've watched.

the snake one and book one.

prisoner of....as-ka-ban i've watched. (shit gonna get laughed at again for spelling)

i only watched the beginning and ending i think?

only rmb the weird bus at the start and harry and hermione travelling back in time and the dementors.

gLobeRt of fire i've watched.

only distince one i rmb watching with my cousins in the cinema.

order of phoenix i've watched...i think?

only rmb the...witch, am-bridge?

rmb calling our vp at that time her.

half blood prince nope.

no idea what's it about.

the latest one is what again?

the one which miu 'watched' though it's not out yet. :D

i still hear my ear popping.

and it's only my left ear.

damn irritating.

oh tmr morning 8-9 my group's in-class rehearsal.

somehow i hope no teacher will come to watch us.

but somehow, i hope there will be someone to shoot questions at us to practise Q&A.

but i know, if got shoot, i confirm kena bullet die.

okay contradictory in my statement again.

the same thing that killed me today just now.

wait. now's 3rd nov already.

so that was ytd.

and i should be sleeping now.

wanan~

>:/

2010-11-01T21:38:00.003+08:00

ELISE WEE WEI TING

IS THE FKING WORST LISTENER

EVER

AUGH

oh no! ):

2010-11-01T21:25:00.001+08:00

ohmygod.. no...

after falling sick,

my speech is like more jit de jit de..

zzz..

op omo ban... T.T

and my left ear can't stop popping..

like inside got alot of bubbles like that..

i'm like half deaf.

i don't want go school tmr lah..

op full rehearsal..

presentation plus q and a session..

oh man.. ):

2010-10-31T17:57:00.003+08:00

zzz...

since i posted kaixin's embarrassing moments,

she bao-ed chou and posted mine.

chou~

anyway.

i think my fever denatured my enzymes.

lao sai-ed twice today le..

zzz..

okay i should go sleep.

i'm gonna see doubles soon.

thanks to my 7 meds..

marriage at a young age

2010-10-31T17:10:00.001+08:00

i'm home~

the meds making me drowsy~

oh i just rmb something.

sa jim bo: eling this year sec what ah?

mum: jc already. j1.

sa jim bo: wah! so fast ah?

meiling ahyi: ya lor. next year can marry off already..

why they all keep want me marry off ah?

i go dispose off my plates and utensils that time

still hear them talking about the pros and cons of marrying young.

zzz...

oh btw,

eling is me cause old people cannot pronounce properly.

heh.

evidence of yu wu lun ci-ness!

2010-10-31T16:16:00.002+08:00

evidence of yu wu lun ci-ness!

Kaixin. says

kaixin bu kaixin, people think it's weird.
who say kaixin must kaixin one.

walao, a bit confusing

laine says:

lols!!

YU WU LUN CI!!!

Kaixin. says:

YU WEN LUN CI.

wtf is YU WU

laine says:

huh?

Kaixin. says:

wait

LOL

laine says:

语无伦次

Kaixin. says:

noooooooooooooooooooooooo is meh

oh ya ya ya

LOL

laine says:

WHERE GOT YU WEN LUN CI ONE!!

WTF?

Kaixin. says:

i got type before

hahahaha

okay shut up

i should stop talking to you

makes me feel dumb

laine says:

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

2010-10-31T14:48:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

___ stalk my reexam details!!!

laine says:

lols why you go stalk my reexam details also ah?

___ says:

what YOUR reexam details.

i stalk the school's reexam details

hahaha, what. curious mah.

&only 2 days of exams/?

&YOUR SKIP THE WHOLE SUPPLEMENTARY THING

laine says:

what two days of exams?

i only one day..

___ says:

i mean 2 days of reexams for the SCHOOL

laine says:

LOLS

my dear ah

there's a thing called scroll down

___ says:

OH REALLY

LOL

really meh

zzzzzzzzzzz

lazy open the file again

hahahaha

laine says:

yeah..

___ says:

okay, shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. so embarrassing.

laine says:

it's until fri

HAHAHAHAHA

___ says:

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. dui lian!

oops.

this is so not ssshhhhhhhhh.

but, HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

both gp and econs dates are on mon 15 nov.

gp to econs,

8 to 355.

sianxzxz to the maxzxzxz..

2010-10-31T14:33:00.000+08:00

omgwtf.

there's a freaking cockroach in the fridge.

and it's dead.

in a quite glam manner.

it's still standing.

should i take a photo of it?

okay since i'm at my grandma's house with nothing to do,

i shall do that. chotto!

can't see?

there!

okay yucks..

and i shall not touch it.

thank god it's not......

anyway.

chua kaixin is a pig too.

ytd sleep so much already,

today now right at this moment still sleeping.

and her sms really exceed 500 already,

cause of meeeee! :D

muahahahahaha~~

okay..

maybe i should feel guilty..

awww~

sowwieee~

>.<

i totally understand how she feels.

sometimes people thinks that they know you very well already,

and think that they can just joke anything under the sun with you, about you.

and sometimes, it might be hurtful stuff.

but, there's somehow nothing you can do

cause you know that they mean no harm..

well.. for most of the time.

oh i think i forgot to mention about ytd's happening.

ytd's ytd night, my temperature was 36.5 degree celcius.

then i did i&r throughout the night,

with alot of pengs in the middle.

then, when i woke up in the morning at like 7plus.

whoo~

38.5 degree celcius.

i knew it.

otherwise i won't be so pig one lor. XP

but still pressed on and complete my i&r.

cause the deadline was 930 that morning

and me rahrah and dear were suppose to meet at 830

to redeem the voucher for mr bean's milo pancake.

satay gave me and rahrah one.

but then,

things cropped up.

and we changed plans to just go school ourselves.

i was too sick to meet anyway.

i asked dad to give me a ride to school

idk what will happen if i go school by bus myself sia..

dad was already complaining cause he had plans already and it was quite rush.

but he still said okay.

then, when i was about to leave house at 9,

rahrah called me saying that her printer got no ink.

she couldn't print her i&r plus those who she agreed to help them print.

and i don't think any printing shop is open so early?

so i just help her print lor.

who knows, my coloured catridge no more ink.

wtf. and idk how to change catridge.

asked my mum.

kena scolded lor.

somemore dad damn late already,

cannot eat breakfast.

sick plus kena scolded,

worse feeling ever.

felt like just dying but,

i got my i&r plus fiona's plus rahrah's plus wantian's plus gughan's i&rs with me.

how to die.

rahrah,

not blaming you okay?

just need to rant on my suay fate.

i left house at 930 sharp.

how i know?

cause my alarm rang.

why did it ring?

cause 930 on a saturday morning got DORAEMON!!! T.T

anyway.

the most suay thing, is that my dad wanted to drive fast fast to school right,

but then hor,

you know from sengkang got alot of routes to take to hougang right?

the first traffic light we reached, red light.

nevermind.

second traffic light, turning orange...red.

okay turn left/right to avoid needing to wait.

third traffic light turning red.

wth? turn away. playing prank on me is it?!

fourth traffic light, same thing.

WTF!

fifth traffic light! sama sama!

i give up..

reach school, i also lazy chiong up already.

just slowly take my time, go up second floor,

sort out the papers, fill my particulars in, hand in me and fiona's first cause i only got our coverpages.

then realised wantian also have her coverpage with her so hand in hers.

after rahrah came then hand in hers and gughan's.

my house had nothing but shou tao.

mum say one.

so went out eat breakfast with my girls.

then kaixin want eat lunch.

for breakfast, we eat, kaixin sleep.

for lunch, kaixin eat, me and wantian sleep.

stupid girl, mouth so big,

make me laugh so much when she eat the stupid cheese fries.

oh the bus ride from kovan to sengkang was so damn nice to sleep.

except for i think the driver drive damn jerkingly.

cause when i woke up, the back of my head was hurting.. T.T

anyway.

after lunch,

dear was so nice to send me home(:

though her house is like the opposite side of cp.

like if my house is the north of cp,

hers is the south of it.

and she couldn't take bus cause her ezlink less than err.. dk is 1 buck or 50 cents.

and there's no direct bus from my house to her house.

so again, THANKYOU DEAR~~

after reach home at 1 plus,

sleep.

wake up at 4 plus.

why sweat so much sia.

take temperature,

wakao. 39.4..

si le lah si le lah..

i'm gonna die..

go see doc,

my mum say wanna let me have injection.

*OS: YEEESSSS!!!*

doc say "no need lah. this age already, it's okay one"

*OS: nnnoooooo... )):*

reach home,

walao eh!

7 meds?!

some pills need to take 2!

plus all is like that kind of big big humongous ones.

zzz..

but until now, haven't kena stuck yet the pills.

but the back of my tongue keep bitter bitter one.. ):

ytd night wake up,

36.3 lols big pills more effective sia.

so fast drop so much.

today morning wake up measure,

still dropping.

36.2.. so kua zhang.

today got watch doraemon! :D

but my coupon thingy for milo pancake still haven't change.. T.T

okay this post is too long.

how should i end it.

good luck to all those taking mother tongue a levels tmr~

let me quit too..

2010-10-28T08:58:00.000+08:00

it's mother tongue now again..

WTF IS WRONG WITH EVERYONE??

i just got the news that from my section,

which is the flutes and oboe,

clement got permission from p to quit band.

abigail quitted band.

sabrina's quitting band.

so left me and niran.

and niran is a big big slacker.

not that i'm racist or what.

but me and him just don't function on the same wavelength can!

he always talk some band terms

orchestra music

indian music

and what not.

i know he's THAT into music lah.

but, I'M NOT!!!

i just wanna be a freaking normal band member

who attends cca to enjoy music and get the required attendance only.

is that too much to request?

gosh.

and wth?

csb had 7 members in just flute section.

oboe had 3.

now, we have only 2 flautists and 0 oboe-ist.

fabulous.

and this is only for flutes and oboe.

i bet there's more people quitting band.

let me quit too..

2010-10-27T17:56:00.000+08:00

studying in the study now.

and i can feel my stomach rumbling.

why am i so sure that it's a rumbling feeling not the sound?

cause i've my earpiece plugged in.

but now,

i'm wondering if people around me can hear it or not cause i can't be sure..

and the study is damn quiet!

2010-10-27T11:05:00.002+08:00

where did i go wrong?

i lost a friend.

2010-10-27T11:03:00.001+08:00

是我吗?

这是我吗？

还是无奈的微笑敷衍？

真的好闷好累好无趣哦

到底是为了噢莫才生活的嘛

记得sharon emo 时说过

人会活下去是因为没勇气寻死

可是寻死来干嘛啊？

浪费生命

可是不死生活还是一样暗淡乏味无趣土的马死！

sidetrack abit.

i'm so bored that i stared out of the window.

and i saw fate. wth?

说到这儿，

凯欣是坏蛋儿

她不要疼我儿

还一直酸我儿

明明是你的儿

干嘛说我的儿

哈哈哈

我在听歌

shuffle mood

现在正在播的是

hua hee tio ho

是老天在给我的暗示吗？

可是我只有莫时才能 hua hee 啊

现在播jit lang jit bua

我看到bernice跟zura

okay no link..

我要我们在一起

钢琴的部分好好听哦

哎哟哎哟哎哟哎哟

你说你说我们要不要在一起

安静的日子里

生活都不费力气

傻傻看你只要和你在一起

好闷哦！

不要叫我做部落接舞客

我到了这个时候还是一样

夜里的寂寞容易叫人悲伤

我不敢想得太多因为我一个人

迎面而来的月光拉长身影

__无目的地走在冷冷的街

我没有你的消息因为我在想你耶~ 耶~~~~~

我的肚子在叫了啦

了啦~~~

就要十一点了

他们就要归来了

超级无敌的闷哟~

凯欣刚才干嘛要叫醒我嘛

让我睡不就好了吗

现在那么闷

可是 it's too late to apologise~

it's too late~

i said it's too late to apologise~

it's too late~

可是你是我生命的一首歌

erm.. 我不会写啦

又有两种语言

又是男女对唱

噢莫写嘛

1051..

快点回来啊~

糟糕这首更不会写

只会一句

almost paradise~~

lalalalalalalalalalalalala~

哈哈哈哈哈

怎么感觉像是丽雯在唱k?

我到底在自high啥？

不知~

1056..

我的头发已全部剪掉

你指定的发型我现在不想要

*smsing*

早知道我会爱得受不了

就该随时带着一把剪刀

把所有我不爱的画面都去掉

是否我会更好

早知道认识你像玩高空弹跳

拉着你我爱的距离忽大忽小

也许认识我的时候你就知道

你对我的爱有多少

我要关电脑了

古特拜

我不要 ):

2010-10-25T22:55:00.003+08:00

我还是想不通...

why...

为么..

we were such happy kids with life just hours ago.

why...

i think, 外表越坚强的人

内心世界其实是最脆弱的..

why clique of 3 always doesn't last?

so many times liao lah.

i can almost predict what the ending will be.

but i don't want it that way..

no...

你每次都说她现在只剩下我了

但其实我也只有你们啊

我‘单枪匹马’来到 srjc

只认识一群 HI 的人

而且又一点也不熟

你知道那时我是多么的难受

深深觉得自己是那么的 extra 吗

如果没有你们的话

我还真不知怎么撑到现在

现在已经那么 close 了啊！

可是为什么

事情会变成这个样子?!?!?!?!

不要跟我说又是我一厢情愿的

从 cedar 到 srjc

我已经在几个月内失去了将近三分之二的朋友

而且居多是比较亲近的朋友

已经承受不了这种打击了啦

我们会到以前那样好吗？

至少让我知道到底是怎么一回事嘛

不然的话这种感觉好merlion 哦 ):

2010-10-25T00:11:00.000+08:00

okay dear ask me why never elaborate on what she did,

she wants to know.

so, i shall try to type and not peng and try to not sleep type some nonsense

like i did during sec3..

little things like...

wait let me think.

oh.

i rmb last time when i lent miu and dear laptop to do their chinese project,

i stayed until 8 plus with them.

it was kinda a big thing at the start of the year when pw wasn't this hardcore.

that was when miu started to not hate me i guess?

and she still can't rmb why she hate... okay not hate. didn't like me last time.

then right, i rmb dear telling me that if it's her,

she won't do stuff that doesn't benefit her.

then they were saying i very nice. :D

okay that's beside the point.

the point is,

now dear had been waiting for/with me after pw or band.

the after band one was just to go hougang mall and...treat her something.

shit. my brain isn't functioning.

can't rmb what's the something..

erm...HAIYA!

main point.

from never do things that won't benefit herself,

to staying back in study alone to wait for me band to end.

and right, since when do you see dear feeding people?

i like never see before eh?

but she fed me cheese fries today. :D

and she said before only selective few people are allowed to hook her hands,

lie on her shoulder like physical that kind of thing.

and i'm like very often doing it now.

and right,

still got....

haiya i now really brain dead.

can i just update as clouds floats by, as winds blow by, as days goes by?

tick tock tick tock.

it's 25 oct now.

cuckoo!

one day nearer to reexam and op.

really need to let go and free my mind from all the past events.

ALL.

memories with both hims and hers shall be kept at some ulu place of my mind

and only revisit for reminiscent sake,

smile at the recollection of happy times,

and move on.

move on.

2010-10-24T23:20:00.000+08:00

我不知道要做什么

该做什么

或怎么做

我只想 rot 在 swing 上

吹着微风

慢慢入眠

最好有棉被盖

还有枕抱

...

but this only seems to be possible,

in a 'share leh' setting..

-.-

2010-10-24T23:05:00.000+08:00

"I shall give you two more personal time as much as possible!:D"

lols what is this huh miu?

and the question i asked at playground also..

haven't explain leh.

都说是自己人了嘛, 干吗还要这样呢~

after the stayover,

i feel closer to them than ever..

both of them.

but why..

why only at this point of time?

where 90% chance i'll get into a different class as them..

fate just loves to play prank eh?

i really wonder what would it be like if i followed my 'mission' at the start of the year,

and loner throughout the year?

perhaps less sorrows and 悲哀..

lols 悲哀..

now this situation should be can use le bah?

don't tell me still cannot okay..

i don't believe my cheena really THAT bad.. XP

okay inside joke.

i know miu's a nice person.

even though she keeps on saying that she's evil and mean.

and doesn't let people in.

but she's still cares alot in her own 大姐 way.

i mean, who doesn't have a evil twin?

even the ever-so-nice me have one(:

it's okay to let evil twin rawr once in awhile.

it's fun(:

you still deserve the best okay..

don't always think so much lah.

and miu is motherly.

idk why but i just feel that way.

heh(:

dear's nice too.

okay i shall not put dear all the way in case she vomit blood.

but ...

i still think she'll vomit blood after reading this.

aiya. still gonna write it anyway.

i know kx very 疼 me even though she acts like she doesn't give a damn most of the time.

i can feel it.

example through small actions like...

okay i shouldn't say in case later awkward..

but it's just that she never 疼 people before that's why she doesn't know how to.

sompak, heartfelt feelings.

not trying to make you have goosebumps.

o mo ban..

wo hen she bu de..

though this is not the best class ever nor does it have perfect people,

but after all the thick and thin we've went through together,

the sleepless nights and the seeing each other everyday for two weeks

(or at least one and a half for most people),

although i'm like sick of some faces already (oops),

it's so hard to just not see them often anymore..

sigh..

wo mei xin qing zuo i&r le lah..

chao ji wu di da de si da bian.

grr...

GO AND EAT SHIT LAH YOU THIS SHIT PIECE OF WORK!!!

>:/

...

....

.......

okay stop,

i'm stoning too long here.

dk what to type.

swing's nice.

i love stoning and shang yue-ing in playground.

i hate not knowing how to burp.

i don't act cute or deh.

i'm not a fish.

i'm not like fish.

i feel like peng-ing soon.

i have kbox voucher but it's only valid till 31 oct.

chou zai na li...

2010-10-19T08:57:00.004+08:00

just looking at her,

i'm damn freeeeaaaking pissed.

while the others chiong and ton the night,

idk what she was doing,

but she still could complain when zhui gen jiu di,

every unfortunate thing that's happening is cause of her.

chill laine chill..

whooo.. okay.

ten minutes before today started, milo barked at the door.

he was damn excited cause four girls came to my house to sleepover...

okay not sleepover since they didn't really sleep.

to do pw through the night.

wan rong's reaction was damn drama and funny

when milo was ran freely to 'greet' them!

then kx chiong for my laptop to sign up for ogl.

wanrong too.

then they wanted to make me sign up.

so i logged in school's portal and...stoned.

idk where to navigate to mah.

asked but no body replied.

so stone lor.

then, clock striked 12.

uh oh, deadline for application up.

couldn't sign up anymore.

well.

i don't even know if i'm gonna get promoted,

where got mood care about next year's orientation.

as kx says, "maybe she will also attend orientation too".

ya lah, i know lah, joking only.

but the truth in it can't be denied.

... ... sigh.

so right,

they stayed in my room the whole night.

on laptop only, shit!

cannot find the updated wr!

cause wanrong's laptop and thumbdrive both got virus,

and they did and saved the wr in her laptop.

also got save in fiona's thumbdrive but...oh well.

shall not continue why i think it's lost.

then, they spent the rest of the night redo-ing and doing more.

my mum bought mattresses when she heard that my friends gonna come stay over.

but, it wasn't put into use.

phoebe said she loves sleeping on the floor, and she was only gonna nap for 10 min,

and everyone was too lazy to evacuate all the belongings on my floor and take the mattress out.

so, okay lor.

then at 3 o'clock,

D wanted to nap for 15 min.

keep asking her to sleep on my bed cause i saw the trend of sleeping on the floor liao then feel bad to let them sleep on the floor but she didn't budge from the floor.

sj de xi guan eh?

so right, kx msn me to tell me shoo from my bed cause she wants to nap too after D wakes up.

so i thought might as well catch a nap while D sleeping since wanrong was using my laptop and i didn't wanna risk my thumbdrive getting screwed by her laptop virus.

谁知...

i slept staight until 5. ._.

OOOOPPS.

i only woke up cause they off the aircon and on the fan

and my fan is quite noisy when it turns to certain direction.

then kx say they nap liao.

so..i just continued sleeping lor. :X

but then right,

when i woke up at that time,

kx say she heard qi guai de shen yin when i fell asleep.

fine lah.

too tired will have abit of sound one what.

then jiu kena suan lor..

but just now at canteen when lao shi asked us to check the marks sheets,

after kx suaned me again,

wanrong told kx, "actually hor, when you two and D sleeping that time right,

me and phoebe heard an orchestra leh"

and she used her normal type of amazingly amusing serious tone with big eyes expression.

DAMN FUNNY LAH.

then kx chua tio.

okay deviate abit, kaixin chua is her name but i'm talking about chua tio!

anyway. she didn't believe!

keep saying is me and D only.

self denial.. not good lah dear~ XD (hahaha there's no window XD!)

okay i'm damn bored now so need to entertain myself.

don't mind my lameness.

oh ytd when i entertained myself when i was bored and down,

by spamming smses,

it was...a wrong decision to make...to find jia to chao..

although i coudn't tell if my sadness was caused by the results or the chaojia, i was damn sure you reminded me of her. she was also like that. sometimes no reason just damn cold, but i know her reasons and i accepted it, not fang bian to say why and it's too long to say, but the feeling of getting dao-ed and cast aside was totally the same, unbearable. but yet i'm used to it. hah. how irononical. but no. she wasn't a bad person. haha now i rmb one common point. i always make her sms sky rocket too. :X then she'll start to borrow her mum's her dad's and her two sis's phone to sms me.. sigh. ): imissher.. BUT THEN RIGHT, don't get mistaken. i never treat you as substitute for her! i only realise the similarities of you two like few days ago, when we were on msn with D, but i was close to you far earlier than that okay..

and i should stop writing such a long post.

idk what to do for pw references luhh.

dk what the toot he wants..

kay.

proofread and summarise.

tata~

you & her

2010-10-16T02:42:00.000+08:00

why do you suddenly remind me of her?..

but you two are so damn different..

i miss her..

one of the many ugly sides of pw

2010-10-15T23:31:00.002+08:00

need to rant.

whoever sees this,

PLEASE SHUT THE **** UP.

YOU!

irritating you.

you better thank your lucky stars that i don't wanna screw up my friendships.

otherwise you prepare to get your head kena screamed off.

YOU!

stop bossing me around like i'm suppose to work my guts off for you.

just because you put it in a nicer way,

doesn't mean that it's not bossing,

or that i'll have to take your commands.

YOU!

last time always assign EVERYTHING for us to do,

then say you'll collate everything and put everything nice nice.

YOU!

always say you sleep late too while waiting to for us to send you our parts.

collate everything? put everything nice nice?

then why am i working till 530 in the freaking dawn now to piece up the references and put the format together?

and the chapters were not even linked.

i know i'm stupid but i'm not blind.

my eyes are still functioning and i can see that you kinda just cut & paste.

speaking of 530,

YOU!

said you can't link the chapters alone?

then why are all the other groups having only one person vetting their WRs?

hello?

i slept for only fking 40min eh.

you said like you've done that many times already.

but look.

you're a guy.

i'm a girl,

who has medical history, low blood pressure, high glucose level and might just faint anytime.

and i was feeling fking aweful at that point of time

how is your argument valid AT ALL?

and what the hell were you doing like one third of the time?

putting your head on the table sleeping cause you don't have a laptop?

HAH.

YOU!

always don't wanna have consultations cause you say he will harass you and do funny things to you.

then now see lah?

want him to see our chapters finish ONCE also no time.

you tell me how now?

YOU!

always say that you have your two big chapters to do.

next day come back, what happen?

not done yet.

why?

"chapter 5 and 6 is damn difficult lah. and nobody in the class knows exactly how to do.. so.. ya."

PLEASE MAN.. HOW MANY FKING TIMES HAVE YOU SAID THIS.

WANNA SAY THE SAME THING AT LEAST CHANGE THE SENTENCE STRUCTURE LAH!

so what does that equates to?

NEVER DO ANYTHING AT ALL.

and YOU!

STOP FOLLOWING MY CLIQUE!!!

I'M TIRED OF FACING YOU DURING PW ALREADY.

AND FREAKING STOP BREAKING UP MY CLIQUE.

BREAK TIME IS LIKE THE ONLY HAPPY TIME.

STOP. BOSSING. ME. AROUND.

and to think, this is only one guy.

there's another one.

hah.

guys suck.

2010-10-07T01:45:00.000+08:00

laine says:

DON'T ORH ME

Kaixin. says:

orh me?

laine says:

don't!

Kaixin. says:

laine says:

lols wtf?!

Kaixin. says:

my dear friend..

2010-09-16T17:21:00.004+08:00

was navigating around blogs..

suddenly realised something really 邪门..

rmb you said that somehow when i get into a relationship,

yours will start to have problems and end soon,

and when you get into one, mine will end too?

seems like you're right..

seems like it's true.. :/

very true..

怎么办呢？
but don't worry.
i don't have any intention to go into relationship anymore.
not in the near future at least.
so you better cherish your him and stay like that longer!
for your sake, his sake, and my sake.
cause i don't wanna go into relationship and get scarred anymore..

2010-09-09T19:53:00.001+08:00

i was thinking of what to post,

then i rmbed kaixin scolding me 不要脸..

where got bestfriend scold bestfriend 不要脸 one!

so bad lah.. ):

we were talking about something, i forgot what thing.

then she said she thought last time primary school,

me and corliss were bestfriends.

then i said me and her not really bestfriends,

just that cause we 谈得来, then from different clique

so seems like very close like that.

then i asked her why she thought we bestfriend.

she said cause she sort of link those ahlians together.

i know she think i damn ahlian so i didn't ask "i very ahlian meh?"
instead, i asked "corliss 会 ah lian meh?"

guess what she said!

"as in 那些比较漂亮的 lah"

at first i didn't get it then somemore after she said this,

i think wantian cut our convo for awhile from the other table.

so after wantian's convo ended,

i know kaixin can't stand awkward silence mah,

being a nice bestfriend, i continued our convo by telling her to continue.

then she say i very 不要脸!!!

is after she said that i'm 不要脸 then i realise "那些比较漂亮的" also referring to me.

so we both burst out laughing.

i not 不要脸 lor!!!

sorry i slow lah.

but i really is blur not bhb lor! XP

plus i said continue the topic, not continue to say i preeeetty mahhh!!!

死凯欣...

乱骂人...

hahaha i think if she sees this now, she'll be in a bad mood cause from her blog,

she seems to be in a bad mood.

everyone's in bad mood..

wantian's post also not very happy like that..

she said about getting lost in studying,

dk study for what..

and so coincidentally,

a few days back,

i was just telling chan that idk what i'm living for.

not that i have suicidal thoughts (that's dumb).

but just dk what's my ambition and what i wanna do all that crap.

and speaking about chan,

he and gughan asked me go dinner with them today.

as in morning me rah and gughan had mini pw meeting,

chan came into our convo so gughan invited me go chomp chomp eat with them.

sadly, my mum didn't allow cause of promos.

true lah, i should go out less and mug more.

moreover,

塞翁失马，焉知非福。

end up gughan called again and said lucky i never go,

cause dk why suddenly their small not even a clique gathering became a sa semi class gathering.

so many guys there if i go so extra lah.

next time next time.

okay this post is very long.

i shall go eat my dinner already.

OHYA

speaking about dinner,

my daddy's car dk why the two back tyres both punctured!

then cannot make it in time for dinner. ):

so sad..

thus, da bao macs.

nehmind.

i shall go eat my nuggets.

xxx

2010-09-03T23:11:00.000+08:00

so cute right!(:

it's amazing how much we can chat

when we have like no common topics at all

and we're like worlds apart, no,

universe apart that kind of different.

thanks for making my torturous day so much better(:

2010-08-30T11:34:00.002+08:00

Promo Exam timetable
27/09 mon gp paper 1 8 - 930
paper 2 10 - 1130
bio 1 - 330
29/09 wed econ paper 1 8 - 910
30/09 thur math 1 - 4
01/10 fri chem paper 2 230 - 415
05/10 tue paper 1 10 - 11

2010-08-30T11:17:00.004+08:00

PW possible meeting times

this week
tue: 1 - 5/6
wed: 730 - ___
thur: usual timetable
fri: 2 - ___
sat: 730 - 6
sun: ???

next week
mon tue wed pocket time between official lesson slots
thur: 730 - 6
fri: school not open

WR deadline on T4W4.

wah 44. 死死..
plus I + R..
hah.

conclusion, no hols at all.

2010-08-29T19:34:00.002+08:00

TO DR CHOE: YES I WENT OUT DURING THE WEEKENDS! SO WHAT?! I'M SO NOT GONNA BE A LIFELESS KID THAT SPEND MY TIME ON PW ALL DAY LONG. YOU KNOW WHAT?! I DONT GIVE A DARN TO WHAT YOU SAID ABOUT SACRIFICES AND STUFF. COS I WANT MY LIFE BACK.

koup from wantian's blog one.

oops that kinda show how long i've not been reading her blog. :X

i want my life back too.

my old life..

but hah.

it seems impossible now.

math test tmr... ):

CHUA KAI XIN! HIGHLIGHT SOMEMORE LAH!

I TYPE MORE FOR YOU TO HIGHLIGHT OKAY?(:

ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ~

2010-08-29T16:11:00.002+08:00

promos coming soon.

i should like start planning my timetable.

but everything's not going smoothly.

and i'm exceptionally pissed off with pee dub.

the irritating thing is, i can bitch all about the guy whom i hate but i can't bitch about my friend.

more and more convinced that guys are all jerk.

i wanna go back to cedar.

but nothing's the same anymore.

absolutely nothing.

i'm all alone

2010-08-11T20:55:00.000+08:00

tmr got bio test.

SIAN TTM.

oh but there's something more sian than that.

GP AQ!!!

KNS TTM.

these few days mood macam roller coaster.

like damn extreme.

I LOVE 1S25!!(:

okay maybe just some people, but still~ (L)

damn fun(:

after this YOG torch thingy,

dk still got any more events can camwhore and kuku together or not..

don't think got anymore..

think everyone's gonna mug for promos..

which is like in....six or seven weeks time?

OH MANNN... ):

okay i should go off soon.

what else i wanna say..

erm..

OH.

this few days i've been making a fool out of myself. T.T

not my fault!

it just happens that i'm in such circumstances that allows me to be laughed at. T.T

but cause of this stupid circumstances,

i realise that my beloved cousins still care about my life! o.O

or maybe it was just on the news feed..

and it's not really a good thing that they like my status which are not compliments..

but oh well(:

I WANT OUTINGS AFTER PROMOS!!!

>.<

2010-07-25T17:41:00.002+08:00

a picture says a thousand words.

don't think i need to elaborate further.

p.s. i hate doing pw.

2010-07-18T21:58:00.005+08:00

kaixin came to do pw presentation today!

so not productive man.. -.-

i hate speaking in front of the class lah.

especially if you notice how i blush when i'm in the center of attention..

rawr.

have not been in a good mood.

fml.

do you really know me?

do you?

2010-07-17T23:53:00.004+08:00

qian came to study(:

so nostalgic..

is it spelled like this?

haha doesn't matter.

as long as we know what it means(:

what's this weird feeling after you told me

that you've found her? :/

i need a break

2010-07-12T00:57:00.002+08:00

fml.

nothing's going right.

nothing's going my way.

i can't even find what econs' revenue advantages are.

and my work is still piling up.

i'm trying to clear it okay.

but i think burning it all will be like much faster.

and believe me, i'm really tempted to do so.

and somehow for pw, i just can't get the focus group discussion done.

everytime we set a time to do it, something crops up.

and i think i've not been a good teammate.

but my homework itself is already killing me.

and i'm not really updated on what and when they wanna do stuff..

augh.

i want a break.

a break from everything.

e-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g.

but somehow that seems quite irresponsible..

...

okay very irresponsible.

WHAT TO DO?

so much for being close

2010-07-03T23:11:00.002+08:00

don't say sorry if you're not.
don't talk to me if you have nothing to say.
just get off my back cause i've nothing to say either.
now i finally understand how she feels.
idk if i can forgive you..
both of you..
i'm cruel?
maybe.
but for you, i've just had enough already.

even if reconcile, the same thing will just happen again.

deja vu happened umpteen times already.

and i'm tired of yet another one.
and for another you, although you did nothing to me,
but everytime i talk to you, i get reminded of her too and..
it pisses me off. alot.

how could you not know that?

you're supposingly the closest person to me.
maybe you may not think it's the same.
but it is.
equally unreasonable.
yes i promised that i won't interfere with your friendships.
but i still have the right to feel angry don't i?
it's 1111 again..
but this time, why do i feel so lonely?

anger

2010-06-30T13:05:00.001+08:00

quote

2010-06-30T12:53:00.001+08:00

mandy introduced me to tumblr.

got many many nice nice photos and quotes!(:

2010-06-30T11:48:00.002+08:00

what???

whaaatt???!!!

wth did i even do man!!

idk if that post that para is talking about me or not,

but it seems like 99.9% positive.

you said i didn't contact you but stays in contact with her?

do you know how long i talk to her once?

do you know how long i even talk to a CEDARIAN, any cedarian once in that matter of fact?

you said you contacted me but my response was kns?

is it my fault that my granduncle died and i was sick,

and still am having headache since last week of hols?

well, ya we drifted apart.

thought everyone who go seperate schools will?

and they find new friends and live happily ever after,

remininscing their old friends once in awhile and meeting up to catchup abit.

that was the feeling that you gave me.

that you're having lots of friends now, good ones in fact,

whom you can message till late night and fall asleep with.

it's my fault for thinking that way huh?

who was the one who asked me if i was free one week later,

and the next day i asked why,

you said nevermind, you found a guy friend to go to the concert with you already.

what do you expect me to think?

and fyi,

i think i've changed too.

i don't type long smses anymore.

if you expected one and i sent a short one instead,

maybe that's why you think my response kns.

augh.

forget it.

if that para isn't talking about me and i misunderstood,

sorry.

if that para IS referring to me,

no i'm not sorry for saying all this.

cause at least we did meet up quite frequently during the starting of school and all that.

did me and HER meet up then?

no.

and you know how many times i met up with athirah and lavaneiya

SINCE THE DAY WE GOT BACK O LVL RESULTS,

ONCE.

did we complain and get all disappointed with each other?

NO.

what will all the complaints do anyway?

bring heartache to you and your friend.

what's the point?

in fact, we had much fun.

cause in our hearts,

we all know everyone still cares for and loves each other loads.

isn't that enough?

2010-06-18T19:00:00.001+08:00

my granduncle died. i cried. i miss him. he always treated me yakult when i was younger. but the 'ko-lo-yok' was nice. miss him so much. he was cremated so the coffin was sealed with no 'window' so couldn't see him for the last time. dua peh gong, you rocks! didn't know why i cry, but i just cried. this is my blog or your blog ah? 可以不要在讲伤心事了吗? milo! come down from my bed(mattress)! lo ah! 你酱抓抓抓 hor!

okay i shall not continue typing whatever rubbish my sis said already.

(which is true. i love yakult so much cause of him i think? grape flavour.)

the above whole chunk come out from her mouth one.

i only asked her one question. "what happened on sat ah?"

she didn't answer.

then i started typing the first three words.

and she continued a whole paragraph.

this shows how talkative she is.

and she wants me to say thanks cause she bought potato chips and otah for me from rivervale mall.

so bhb right?

somemore the otah not so nice,

and i told her buy potato chips,

she dk buy what thing.

oh.

she say that's wang-wang. from jap.

lols i bad mouth typing while she's looking and she help me 补充 somemore.

wth?

okay. back to topic.

ya sat and sun i was at song ka....

why did i start calling it song ka and not jiu song instead?

i was very used to jiu song.

until qian and dar came along.

they keep saying song ka until i luan and use song ka instead.

LOLS sis gave me THAT face when i typed dar.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! funnaye~

anyway,

sat and sun had to bring milo out cause he'll keep barking if he's alone at home for too long.

and we'll be out until very late so neighbours will complain if he barks at night.

thus, we brought him to grandma's house.

cause the song ka aka jiu song is at void deck of grandma's house.

since it's not so good for milo to go downstairs, cause people say dogs can see ghost,

so milo had to stay upstairs in grandma's house and somebody has to accompany him.

and me being a guai kia, stayed upstairs and look after him for most of the time.

you know i realised my maternal-paternal great grandma has like twelve kids?

okay wait...is it count as maternal or paternal?

my mum's side so is maternal.

but is my grandpa's mum so is paternal? D:

AHHH!!

forget it. -.-

no wonder i got c5 for english. T.T

anyway, for like two days straight,

we went there at around noon and stayed until 1 plus or 2 before going home.

and that's how i became insomnia cause my time kinda got reversed.

again. T.T

but lucky tues and wed i still managed to wake up and get myself out of bed

(which is important since most of the time i wake up and laze in bed)

to meet my loved ones(:

both days were very happy(:

very very happy(:

very very very happy(:

very very very very happy(:

very very very very very happy(:

very very very... aiya. you get what i mean(:

band prac

2010-06-11T18:36:00.001+08:00

band.
damn boring.
why sabrina must go overseas now~~
clement hates niran.
niran hates clement.
i was stuck with both of them.
he guai lan him,
he guai lan him.
me, suffer.
and they suay suay i bad mood,
so they make me pekcek,
i just screamed.
idk how he became leader you know.
he's like damn fking blur.
and sorry to say, his eq not that high.
i pity sherie.
has to do damage control cause of his blurness.
i don't understand why guys have to be so bloody ego.
it's like he's damn slow with searching scores and giving out scores and all that stuff,
but he still wants to prove that he can do it and don't let others do.
he doesn't understand that i help him is cause he's wasting our freaking time.
he thought i so nice want to help him.
ya i know i'm nice but mostly i just don't wanna waste my time.
and sir didn't come today,
chengkiat conducted the warm ups.
he was doing 3d band book and some other book.
he passed a bag of books for clement to give out since he's the librarian.
he gave everything out but no conductor score.
so chengkiat had to conduct w/o conductor score.
which was quite disastrous?
then in the end, after band ended,
elijia found the conductor score in the bag that chengkiat passed to clement.
like wth?
he has no brain.

beatrice's birthday(:

2010-06-10T23:32:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEATRICE GE GE(:

we went seoul to eat buffet to our fill(:

well..

i wasn't that full.

idk what happened to my appetite lah.

last time i eat damn little one right?

this time i ate alot but still not full. ._.

the others were bloated already but i was like....not full?

me and ge were the first ones there.

so we went in first and started eating first.

angeline came after we cooked our food (but haven't started eating).

and kor came after angeline took hers.

angeline's suppose to eat colourless food(food w/o any colour, not even white)

cause she just went to dentist to take out her braces.

but guess what.

she ate fish ball she ate chicken she ate noodles and all the stuff we cooked.

anyway.

the first half of the time we were there,

there was this couple sitting at the table beside us.

me and angeline found them familiar looking but just couldn't tell who they were.

since only me and angeline found them familiar,

she concluded that maybe they were from some band too.

but that's not the main point.

the main point is,

the girl sitting beside me,

KEPT ON STARING.

and she wasn't staring discreetly.

she was staring like... O.O STARING OPENLY.

wth lah.

i didn't notice at first cause i mostly facing the stove which was to my right,

and she was to my left, and my hair was covering her.

... as in my sight of her.

ya.

so i fake fake turn to the left to look at the view outside the window.

AND SHE STARED AT ME WHILE I WAS LOOKING OUT.

like wth?

weirdoooo.

the second half of the time we were there,

there was this guy who took the table of the couple.

and wow.

he ate ALOT.

especially ALOT OF PRAWNS.

he threw the prawns in the middle pot part.

i swear the pot was going to overflow if he let it boil just a little longer.

after he ate finish those prawns,

he went to take more.

like prawns 跟他有仇 like that.

singapore has lots of weirdos.

seriously.

after eating, we went cinema look for movie to watch.

the queue was like......wow.

tampines mall gv seriously packed sia.

wanted to watch karate kid (except for angeline).

but the timing like sold out,

so we went century square see whether there de cinema got better time slot or not.

but, there only got like limited choices and quite late,

and ge and angeline were arguing to watch prince of persia or...was it nanny mcphee?

aiya i forgot what was the other movie ge wanted to watch.

angeline didn't want the movie ge wants to watch cause she said it was stupid.

and ge didn't want prince of persia cause the time slot was at like 7+?

so they couldn't decide and me and kor got no preference,

so we decided to go back tm to see whether prince of persia got earlier slot.

ps, my leg was aching like shit by then.

i was wearing heels.

cause with ge around, us three will look like dwarfs.

and i thought angeline would wear heels too,

cause it's very her to do so.

but she didn't. o.O

anyway.

tm gv got earlier time slot so we decided on prince of persia.

and there was this sure-win jackpot spin spin thingy

scan the card on this machine thingy,

key in the code,

and 'spin' the jackpot thingy.

i 'spinned' it.

guess what we won?

first box, aeroplane.

second box, aeroplane.

third box, aeroplane.

fourth box, aeroplane.

[all of us were thinking fifth one won't be same icon anymore.]

fifth box....aeroplane.

we all stunned there for at least three seconds.

i was wondering if the aeroplane icon means like toy aeroplane figurine or something.

the receipt came out.

we grabbed it and look.

"2 night free stay at australia water world & dk what resort"

stunned again.

then ge started cursing.

"now who got the leisure time to go aus holiday!

no need study meh!

i rather they gimme cash lah!"

after we absorbed the fact that we really won a oversea stay,

we totally burst out laughing sia.

and we played around with the machine abit before jalan jalan around tm and t1.

i took photos of the ticket and machine but now can't upload.

hmm..

bought frolick yogurt and subway cookies sneak into cinema.

prince of persia was bloody nice.

bloody & nice.

think guys will like it cause got violence and hot girl.

lols now i rmb when angeline was debating with ge to watch prince of persia,

she was like saying "watch prince of persia lah~ got hot girl~"

and ge said "why would i care if there's hot girl?!"

haha although i call ge "ge",

but she's a she!

not a he!

anyway.

we went home after the movie.

quite a nice day(:

too bad we didn't camwhore..

curse him

2010-06-09T13:05:00.001+08:00

he's getting on my nerves.
he ruined my precious sleep.
why?
cause he demanded me to go down for band straight away.
okay the whole story goes like this:
he claimed that he smsed the whole section ytd night about band today,
from 830 to 1230.
but only sabrina acknowledged the sms
and said that she's gonna go overseas so she won't be able to go for band.
and for band today,
the whole flute section only he turned up.
cause, me and niran didn't know that there was band.
he said he smsed us.
well, i seriously didn't receive a shit.
the point is, he called me at 1130,
and demanded me to go for band.
i was thinking like wtf lah?
i told him "i prepare go out and eat brunch need half hour,
take bus need half hour.
by the time i reach, band would have ended already."
and he said, "i thought you stay very near? fly down lah!"
i was like "how to fly! confirm cmi one lah!"
then he said "nevermind lah! 迟到好过没到"
i wanted to say "f u"
seriously.
it's not my fault i didn't go,
why should i be rushing my ass out for such a incorrigible demanding unreasonable demand.
augh.
yeah.
and somemore he called me so late lah.
maybe if it was earlier,
i would have gone.
and he still argued with me for like freaking five minutes telling me to fly down.
my day started out on such a so wrong way.

2010-06-08T12:56:00.000+08:00

FML.