yup i'm mad.
i'm crazy.
idk what's happening to me.
lies.
all lies.
i don't want anyone near me.
humans are scary.
too scary.
have i been living with my eyes closed all along?
why are there so many things that i haven't noticed before
all appearing scaring the hell out of me now?
and why can't people live amicably with 大众爱 together?
and the greatest torture of all:
i can't say a shit at all.
the only thing i can do is wear a mask.
a mask that i don't like wearing.
a mask that i have hated all my life.
i really detest people who fake around others.
why am i forced to do this too?
so did circumstances force the others to mask up too?
that's why they put me into the same situation too?
sighpie.
as much as i can emphathise,
i can't bring myself to forgive them...
i can't forgive them..
i can't.
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