this post is dedicated to the love of my life.
the man who i never ever expected to be so close with,
the man who just stepped in and recklessly caught my heart without warning.
mentioned a few post earlier that made a friend, T.
he's now not a friend.
more than a friend.
everything plus a friend.
my shield my warmer my ranting bin my happy thing my nonsense boy my beibei.
mine.
mine and only mine.
never been so possessive of a boyfriend before.
he's mine.
♡
this was taken two months into our relationship.
and this seven months
during my birthday.
we've both grown fatter haven't we?
TIME TO DIET AND EXERCISE.
☺
thanks for being there when i was down and out.
thanks for doing silly things (like the shake shake dance) just to make me happy.
thanks for always telling me nothing but the truth no matter how hurtful it can be.
thanks for all the advice you have given me, even though you know i won't adhere to all of them.
thanks for the tremendous efforts you put in to change yourself to be a better person for me.
thanks for letting me waste all the tissue papers when i cry hysterically.
it's not because i'm sad that i always only cry when i'm with you.
i only cried in your presence because you're the only one who made me feel safe enough to let my guard down.
i know you always tell me 防人之心不可无, even against you.
but i wanna trust you.
i know i can trust you.
because iloveyou.
♡