my forsaken blog
still at the previous ugly lousy mood post.
it's time to post more and let the history go away.
SCHOOL'S REOPENING NEXT WEEK!
mixture of feelings.
happy cause i can finally stop rotting at home,
wanting to get out but having no reason to do so.
reluctant cause back to studying,
and freak, i need to retake pbf.
annoyed cause my timetable doesn't permit me to get a part time job
because there's freaking morning classes on saturdays.
☹
that's an excuse to not get a part job actually.
i want the money but i'm damn picky with jobs.
sis thinks i should work at lowrys farm to earn money and get staff discount.
lowrys farm clothes are so my style.
that kind of feminine but not too girly style.
most imptly, the colour range all pastel colours.
my favourite ❤
my timetable could have been worse.
like friday night class and then saturday morning class.
leaving school at 10pm and having to reach at 8:30am the next day.
imagine that every single week.
and i stay nowhere near school.
i might as well sleep in the school.
i blame my shitty timetable on sim and simconnect.
the useless website loads damn slowly,
has super limited traffic capacity,
logs you out for no apparent reason,
only allows you to swap classes within mod,
and can't refresh and stay on the same page.
and sim treats us BSc accounting students damn unfairly.
students from other programs get to choose their slots first,
swap until they're satisfied,
the leftovers then make us accouting students fight for it.
一点都不合理也说不过去
so i went to complain and they changed the night class for me.
which i think they totally should
cause i'm a full time student,
i pay the full time fees,
i see no reason why i should study at a part time night class.
but the sat class i don't think they'll change for me.
☹
oh well
enough of ☹
let's have some☺
i made a friend, T,
whom i never thought i would come across
and did silly things i never thought i would do.
i'm really glad to have T as a chat mate.
T has made even my days rotting at home entertaining.
but maybe haunted by past experiences,
i can't help but wonder when we'll just...cease to talk.
just like all the others..
☹
damn i'm turning☺into ☹ too.
okay nevermind.
everything will be fine,
as long as the ★s are in the sky.
i miss my flute.
♯ ♩ ♭ ♪ ♮ ♫
