102th post, not a happy one.
Sunday, November 7, 2010, 12:25 PM
just realised this is my 102th post.
dk is fast or slow.
should be slow bah?
since this blog dates back to may 2008 if i'm not wrong.
parents are so materialistic and realistic.
one year ago,
they were still happy and proud of my school.
proud of cedar.
one year later,
they don't even dare to say that i'm a j1 and that my exams are over
cause i'm still not a confirmed j2 next year
and i still have my reexam.
how sad is this.
and my dad constantly nags me to study
and stop using laptop.
but i'm using laptop to do pw.
so does he want me to pass reexam and flunk pw?
or retain and get A for pw?
in a dilemma.
kinda know that if i wanna do well for a's,
it's better to retain.
but i don't wanna retain.
i'll be more diligent.
that's what i always say,
and perhaps deceive myself.
who am i kidding?
the motivation's just not there.
yup,
fml.
