don't say sorry if you're not.
don't talk to me if you have nothing to say.
just get off my back cause i've nothing to say either.
now i finally understand how she feels.
idk if i can forgive you..
both of you..
i'm cruel?
maybe.
but for you, i've just had enough already.

even if reconcile, the same thing will just happen again.

deja vu happened umpteen times already.

and i'm tired of yet another one.
and for another you, although you did nothing to me,
but everytime i talk to you, i get reminded of her too and..
it pisses me off. alot.

how could you not know that?

you're supposingly the closest person to me.
maybe you may not think it's the same.
but it is.
equally unreasonable.
yes i promised that i won't interfere with your friendships.
but i still have the right to feel angry don't i?
it's 1111 again..
but this time, why do i feel so lonely?