nothing i do ever satisfies your criteria as a well-behaved child.
nothing at all.

you complained that i never bring my plates to the sink.
fine, i corrected that habit.
then you complained that i eat too slow,
everytime you've to wash dishes in two batches.
fine, i bring my plates to the sink and wash them myself.
did you praise me?

you complained that i never do my work,
everyday play maple.
fine, i did my work while playing maple.
not enough?
i spent the whole day doing work no maple.
you still complained that i didn't do enough work just cause you didn't see me doing them.
fine, i sit at the dining table in the living room and do the fking work right in front of your face.
did you praise me?

bills came.
you needed space to settle accounts.
dear was coming to study too,
we needed space too.
i gave up the dining table for you and cleared up my table after such a long time.
did you praise me?

after all i've done,
nothing is just acceptable in your eyes.
all you see is my short comings.
yes i come home after curfew most of the times.
cut me some slack, give me a break will ya?
it's a freaking holiday.
i want my break.
yes i know my mye marks don't qualify for it.
it's not like i didn't work hard i didn't study.
i did.
i so fking did.
but you just refuse see it..

i give up.
sleep.

lunar/solar eclipse?
why is it raining!!
why everybody sleeping!!
all pangseh. ):
now idk what to do.
so i'm like trying out new blogger app.
haha yes, again.
this one seems nice(:
blogit.
now that i've explore finish,
what's next?
:/